last post!

can't say i really tried to keep this alive.
but i did try to keep the friendships goin'.
i think the gaps are already to wide.
saw it comin', so it comes as no surprise.
this blogs not the only thing that's changing.
new changes all the time, don't know if i like them all.
dealin' with what i got.
not thinkin' twice about the things i once doubted.
ugh, whatever. not ganna' bother with writing anymore.

-kanow

" It's only a mistake if you don't learn from it " JB

Disappointment is nothin' new.

not goin' to Thailand or Japan.
apparently tennis takes up to much time
don't you just hate it when someone gets your hopes up
then just uses some lamee excuse to crush them?

SO i've pretty much decided no tennis for me next year.
watched harry potter the other day with thomas, julie,
beastlee, and jamie the jerk! moviee sucked, but it was nice
seein' the jerk again (: we still needa' update :O

James came by yesterday before ditching me for Europe -_-
it was pretty fun though, we went to eat at Olive Garden(:
then went to this weird park that had HANDBALL COURTS.
daaang, talk about old school (: we played and this line of little
kids started to form so we left -.- and he left his ball there too.
DOUCHE (:L oh, all little kids are cheaters! >:[
so we sat on the swings and had this nice talk about everything.
been awhile since i just sat down and spilled my guts out.
gotta' say, it was fun and ima' miss your lame ass
theeen we went to jers house to pick some of his clothes up.
it was nice seein' him again? i didn't know how to act.
ANWYAYS BYE JAMES. webcam?!

ps. THOMAS IS GAAAAAY. aha (:

!

daaang, haven't blogged in awhilee.
i decided i'm only ganna' blog when i have something to say.
soo i may not blog for days maybe even months.
i doubt any losers read this besides thomas, even though
he refuses to blog -___- hehehe so ima' be usin' this as a personal
blog at times (:

SOOO nothin' goin' on over here.
went to watch transformers with some homos sometime last week (:
theeen went to speed zone on friday after tennis camp with eddie, thomas,
julie, jess, janice, grace, and chris. so i got in line to get inside the car thingy
and the guy asked to check my height and i was an inch off -___-
the whole line was burst out laughin' -.- GAY. then we went to target and
then yogurtland. YUM (: umm, saturday julie picked me up for the redmango
grand opening then i went to the dentist then a graduation.

tennis has been okie recently.
i dunno, i guess it's not that fun anymore.
i miss my old coach so much already :[
i get fustrated to much. goin' to thailand then japan for the last 2 weeks of summer?!
HOPEFULLY. i wanna' get away. i need onee.

"We should be buildin' this up,
instead of tearing it down"

i guess all good things do come to an end

kinda' like this blog.
buut i'm determined to keep postin'
yeah, i don't need a blog to cry with or vent on
that's what real friends are for right?
haha, i'm not sure what i'd call a real friend right now.

ANYWAYS.
soo yesterday was pretty bomb (:
beach at 5am with chris and jess.
we went with chris's church friends, met some pretty cool people.
then went to kevin's house and we watched a movie, ate, swam(:
we were playing games like ninja, and bang in the pool. LOL
got dropped off at home around midnight.

bleeeh, i don't feel like writing right now soo i'll fix this later
practice tomorrow -.-
ugh. no need to sign my name at the end of a post anymore huh?

ey wassup

Haha i havent blogged for a week or so. Dang! thats a long time ( for me anyways)
well yeah summers just been.. yah know. SUMMER. Chillin in shorts, going to the beach, sleepin with the a/c on, that sort of stuff :).

Anywho, looking back at my very first post, i think i wrote that i was making this blog " not to keep the peepz updated on the boring things i think and do everyday but for personal reasons.. blah blah BLAHH." I accually at one point used this blog as a last shot attempt to keep in touch with the "second fam." But i think its failed. This was like my only way to talk to them these days, yaknow? ahhh but not all goes as predicted, and we cant all share the wealth as though we intend to.. Personal venting/ outpoor wise. Im through with that. Suprise suprise i dont like drama and im not used to it, but when it comes to venting or stuff like that i dont think i need a online diary to collect my tears in. Ive cryed a river, built a bridge and gotten over it. I dont need help getting on my two feet from a blog.. that's what i have real friends for.

well didnt feel right when i was writing it, i sorta just babbled mindlessly. wtf am i talking about haha.

anyways, this is my last post, im done blogging. peaceout.

-thomas

edward

choi

yeah i dont know why you're suddenly making fun of me and julie. I dont know what kind of message you're trying to get across but..wow all i can say is WTF ?

get it together -.-

-thomas

transformers 2 fail

hmm.. today went to mt sac with julie. Waited in line with her to get her id and parking stuff. ate some flame broiler. totally knocked out once we got to her place.

Today we went to go watch transformers, but ended up watching terminator. NOT saying it was a bad movie, it was pretty good. But i wanted to watch transformers T.T THE line was sooo long. dang ima go watch it next time..

-thomas