Thursday, April 30, 2009

Rowland vs. Walnut track

WE lost. our winning streak is now grinded to dust.

110 HH: 17 secs. nice PR :)
triple jump: scratch, was too tired :(
300 Hurdles: 46 sec.

i guess its safe to say now that jumps WERE my main events last year, but my main event THIS year is hurdles.

AFter the track meet ended me, jennifer, kevin, phillip, and david went to jamba juice and chipotle!! first time, have to say it really satisfied. We had alot of laughs, it was muy funn :).

-thomas

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

stuffed!

panda express yum :)

Took the practice Ap test in 3rd period today. I'm pretty sure i did bad on the multiple choice, but i did alright on the FRQ. :) gahh the test is next week!!!

Tomorrow's the Walnut meet. I will definetly PR, ive been jumpin, hurdlin much better lately, i feel so relieved ever since my muscle pull dissapeared. I VALUE STRETCHING NOW!

hmm yeah. g'day

"to be loved, what more could you ask for?" - the academy is

-thomas

Monday, April 27, 2009

bleeh,

so tired, i didn't even do anything today.
buut today was a pretty good day actually (:
stayin' up tonight to study -____-

um, yeah.
i don't know what you want me to say :I
hopefully things clear up for you.

"she doesn't believe in love,
but he's determined to call her bluff"
-all time low

-kanow

super tiring

practice today. Today was just an average day; breezy weather, boring classes, school is so stupid. Ate some Curry House and some froyo. Gah so tired.

after a phone call,
Ima go to bed early x___x

-thomas

Sunday, April 26, 2009

glass wall

so my brother showed me this a while back.
i just never had the time to post it.
it's cute, watch it to the end (:

super tired.

soo i stayed up on the phone with
the ugly, retarded adam till 4 last night(:
hahaha it was pretty fun, talked about the
most random things.
christina watched boys before flowers till who knows when -_-
she thinks the curly hair guy is hot, WHICH HE IS NOT (:
ANYWAYS. good weekend.
got lots of things done.


when you accuse someone, make sure you have FACTS.
thanks a lot, tells me so much about our friendship -.-
doesn't really bother me, because i know i didn't do it.

"we listen to the voices
but it's the choices
that make us who we are"

-kanow

so im talking

to julie on the phone, about absolutely nothing.

today:
study
dota
pokemon
tv
phone

-thomas

Saturday, April 25, 2009

normal saturday

hmm. Spent most of today cramming for the ap exam. Then went to the choi's at around 5:30 where i hung out with ed, kanow, perla, julie, janice.
Ed, kanow, janice and me finished the rest of Marley and Me. When we finished we didnt have anything to do so we went to the video store to pick up another movie. Except we had no ride so we walked there. Royce's little brother kept poking my back, so we had a small ninja fight ( i was victorious of course). I wanted to rent Hot fuzz but we ended up getting STEPBROTHERS. gay. It was an alright movie i guess. had some laughs. Playing Pokemon! My current team: torterra, blastoise, magmortar, electivire, scizor, giratina. Yes i am a loser :)

-thomas

steady hands please take the wheel.

wow i didn't turn the computer on once this week (:
well, i'm way to lazy to write about everyday so ima'
summarize. this week was a GREAT week! except the fact
that i failed the math cst -_- um, played some A game tennis on
wed with my coach, justin and kevin! played for like three hours (:
went to thomas's house monday after school to "swim". thursday went
to prc with the freshies finally (: yesterday jess came over and we justed
talked about alot of things, it was really fun (: then we went to souplantation and
jess had a obsession with all the lemon foods -_- lemon salad, lemon soup, lemon
pasta, lemon muffins -____- LOL today i woke up and my coach called me and told
me justin&kevin wanted me to go over and rally with them so i did for like 2 hours.
worked on my backhand, thanks justin&kevin(: theen thomas texted me to go over to
ed's, so i did. we ate and walked to the video store to rent a movie, the usual. it was fun (:
tomorrow's asb bondin'! lookin' forward to it ;D

SOOO. feeelin' good.
but still, sometimes i wish there was someone to point me in
the right direction to go.
worried for a few poeple, but things are lookin' pretty good right now.
just goin' with the flooow (:


"I've never told a lie, and that makes me a liar,
I've never made a bet, but we gamble with desire,
I've never lit a match, with intent to start a fire,
but recently the flames, are getting out of control."
-all time low

-kanow

Friday, April 24, 2009

this week

wass pretty crazzzy!
naahh not really. Boring CST all week. i wish i was a senior... senior week! AAhh well next year :).

Played Egyptian war today in math class. I WAS OWNING. I slapped the cards soo fast, i think it was because i was extra twitchy today bcuz i was as happy as "two bugs in a rug." ( i got that from some mood testing thing) Accually enjoyed jump practice today. got a kudos from luna, luna, LUNA. I was pretty suprised, and also happy on the inside. He always makes fun of me, it was different to recieve a compliment. After track, i hung out with adam, theo, chris, ed, sarah, danny, & <3. PLayed knockout, very racist version. got owned in halo by adam, and watched part of "DONT MESS WITH the ZOHAN." that movie is hIIIILLLARRIOUS i recommend :).

things are on the high, except my grades :( Gotta start working my butt off for upcoming tests.

-thomas

Thursday, April 23, 2009

rowland vs. south hills ttrack

Yeah.
BV: win
GV: lose
Frosh: win

ended up with 35ft on the triple -.- and PR 46sec on the 300 hurdles :).
Today woke up extra early because i thought making canned soup would take a while. In fact it only took about 5mins. I spent most of the morning trying to find out how to heat it up .-.- Gave soup, sleeping thing, and a cookie to julie. Hoped she liked. Snuck the car out at 9 oclock last night. hehe there were like 2 cops, i was pretty paranoid. Drove down to staterbrothers to buy 2 cans of chicken soup because julie wasnt feeling too good. And bought some milanos for her too, milk chocolate :D yumm. After i came out, my mom found out and called me to yell at me a bit. She was mad for about 5mins then forgot about it cuz i went out to buy soup for someone sick. There was a rite aid next door so i went inside because i remember i was talking to her about how she had sleeping problems, and that i told her i would buy her one of those sleeping masks. After that i came home, studied for the AP test, made julie go to sleep, then knocked out right after that. I had a dream but i forgot, i was at the beach, and everyone was at war. I dont remember the people, but i remember i was allied with every group and i was a super secret double double double agent. wierd haha.

I've decided to stop caring so much, it just makes things worse.

-thomas

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

cooler today

The temperature is going down, hoorah.

After school today went to Michael's with kevin, phillip, and jliu. Bought supplies for Kevin's thing. Stopped by 7ll on the way back home. When i got home, no one was there! so i sad on my steps for about 15mins until my mom finally came.

Was talkin with jliu and phillip today at the track. Something phill said made me realise. He's right and it shouldn't even be an issue anymore. So screw it, im over it.

I feel like such a loser, i blog like EVERYDAY. teeheehee.

-thomas

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

drained

wow..its pretty hot.
the state test thing was freakin boring. i fell asleep a couple of times reading the exerpt about George Washington and the "Worker's Health Rights" thing. i finished in about 40 mins? and fell asleep the rest of the period.

Dangit i have Saturday school on May 2nd for ditching practice ( honestly, it was kinda worth it) but still! FUcckkk :[

Track was soo tiring D: it was mostly the weather haha. Ran the 300s and did the jumping thing. Got it in one try even though i didnt practice it over spring break :). I was like saying random stuff and slurring my speech the whole practice, i felt light headed x.x GAhh. When practice ended i was so happy. Hallelujah. Sun was still blazin. Saw julie for about 2 minutes, yay LOL.

the end

p.s thx for the sllurpee julie :)

-thomas

Monday, April 20, 2009

four twenty

Assumably, Hitler's birthday, the day everyone becomes a pothead, the day me and julie became "officiall" :) aka 4-20. AHHHAA to start off the day, I wake up at 5: 15. It was wierd because for some reason i wasnt tired at all. BTW julie you owe me ice cream, i like vanilla, just for the note. :) Got to school around 5:45ish. Ed and I spent the whole morning helping Jess and lyd post up their flyers and posters for ASB elections.
So fast forward to 7th perioddd... blooosijdsafpszzzz..ed and i ditched practice because it was insanely hot. LIKE HOT HOT HOT. HOT We ( jess,kanow,ed,janice,julie,me) ended up swimming at my place. me and ed swam in our speedos cuz we're cool like that, and to work on our tan. We swam, attempted to teach janice how to dive (but failed), played monkey in the middle, played truth or dare, & ate pizza. O and i got some clothes JACKED hahah jk. My closet got raided, they took my clothes.

they went home at around 7:20?







i like this one.

YES i just noticed, my groine pull is gone :). now i can accually run, jump, and hurdle again :)

-thomas

Sunday, April 19, 2009

spring break conclusion

hey, this spring break was pretty aite. I think its safe to say i tryed to cram as much as i can in this one little week. Hmmm, well the very first day of the break (saturday), i have to say honestly, was fuckin bullshit. Just terrible :/. But hey, it got better the next day, accually WAAYY HAYYY HAYYYYYY better. (notice the emphasis on the "way") Well I spent most of the break goin out, didnt really study muchh, darnnn..... jyeahh roiiight. haha! but yeah i gotta start thinking about my future, im starting to feel a bit left behind when it comes to planning my life and being set on my carreer and all that whatnot. ANYWAYS i watched movies, stayed out late, chilled at houses, hung out with julie, totally ditched practice, went to the beach :), blah blah etc etc. Now that i think about it... i spent 5/7 of my spring break days with her. i hope im not too clingy. sooowrrryy, i cant help it yah know? >:P End of spring break.. aww mann. This is when school gets serious. Finals, ap tests, graduation. Everything and everyone is growing older, times are changing, alot of things are changing, everyone seems to be moving away these days.

damn... life goes on. cheerio g' day.

-thomas

you know what? :)

i dont know. Maybe im just crazy but, being with the one i love is enough to make my day no matter how bad it may be. I dont know about some people, but thats just me. Because of you my days dont end up being just a "whatever/boring day." I'm sorry if thats really all i can offer.

-thomas

Saturday, April 18, 2009

IMPACT

so i came across this question when i was doin' a survey on myspace. here it goes. (:

Who are five people you have met this year that has made the greatest impact on your life?
1. eddieGAYchoi- life seems black&white without him. he's the one guy i can count on to make me smile. he's my brother, and i really love him. we've been through quite alot together even though we've known each other for a few months, and i hope there's more to come. i want you to know, i'm countin' on this friendship lastin' for quite a while (: i give you so much shiet, i don't know how you put up with me. LOL. even when he's down in the dumps, he finds a way to make everyone laugh. maybe it's just his ugly face. who knows (:
2. thomASSkang- soo we started from scratch and we became best friends in the end. i absolutely love this guy. he;s a freakin' fattie, but he shares (: when i first met him, i had no idea we'd become this close, but i'm glad we have. you always seem to know what to say. he's the one i go to when i feel the need to vent, and he's the one i go to when i need to cry., he's the one i go to when i just want to stand next to someone, thanks tom tom ;D
3. BEASTlee- i didn't meet you this year, but i started to talk to you this year. god you follow me around to much, but eh, i love you enough to let you.LOL. i don't want to write gushy stuff about you.. just know i'm here through thick and thin, but you already know that. i want you to be a friend i keep even after highschool.
4. adamF- hahahahahahahahha. you are so ugly, but it's okie you're my ugly.
E><3,weell, when did we start to talk so much? hangin' out with you is always fuuun! it's thanks to you that i met ed, and thomas, and eric, and those other homos we call our second fam (: i still think you're a FAG :D i say that with all the love in the world. you make fun of me to much -_- i swear one day i'll get you back.. ehhe well thanks for all the advice you've givin' me, and just bein' there.
LOVE YOU UGLY FAG USED TISSUE DRUGGIE E><3
5. lamesauce-mhm, you've probably made the biggest impact in my life, well, maybe after eddie. you taught me alot, and i've become stronger after all we've been through. ima' be turin' to you for advice, and you can turn to me anytime you want. gah, there's alot i want to write, but i feel no need to cus you should already know. your stupid metaphors are so lame. in fact, you're lame, i mean even your name is lame.

TODAY: kicked it with adam,ed,thomas,julie,beastlee,phil,eric. haha, it was pretty lame. the AMC workers kept faollowin' us around, and it turned into a big mess -_- weeell, we watched 17 again and it was goood (: ZAC IS JUST TO HOT. hehehehhe walked around the mall, ateee, watched phil&ed ask girls for there number sayin' it was for adam. LOL. we love you adam (: played dress up with phil, ed, and adam. it was fuuuuun (: walked around a little more, bumped into some old friends. said byeee, and phil to me home with ed, julie, and thomas. thanks phil (: hahah.
overall good day? i don't know. :I

"lifes to short to dwell on all that's wrong" - Neyo

-kanow

spring break V

season finale.

Yesterday:
Went to palmsprings. Boring as hell, there was no one to talk to. I just played with my ds and swam for bout an hour or two. Ate some bbq, swam again at around 10. texted julie till i fell asleep. (p.s i hate hotel sheets) Checked out the next day.

2day:
Stopped by the Palm Springs outlet on the way home. Ate pretzels. Hot as hell. Bought nothing. Then i got dropped off at the mall where i met phill, ed, nicole, jess, eric, adam, nd julie. At the theatre, it was fuckin gayyy. I ended up having to buy two tickets. Watched 17 again, pretty aite movie. Ate some food, watched ppl play dress up. leftmall and came home.

my eyes burn T.T

-thomas

Thursday, April 16, 2009

livin' that good life (:

YESTERDAY: super fail -.- went to prc with
erin,cindy,kelley,and beast but it was closed.
wow how dumb LOL
anyways i went to tennis like 30min early and
thankfully kevin and justin were there (:
gotta' rally with them, then had lessons!
i think i did better, but i'm not as into it anymore.
gotta; get my head back in the game (: played a doubles
match me&justin against coach&kevin. we LOST cus justin
is the biggest ball hog ever -.- rallied with them for another hour
then went home. thanks justin&kevin for help on my serve (:
lookin' forward to seein' those two next wed! oh and i played
blockes till 1 with a lame cheater. (:

TODAY: was the best day i've had so far this week. kicked it
with jamie&thomas (: had our GIRLS day out. watched fast and
furoius in theaters then walked around like idiots. played dress up
with jamie at forever 21 (: that was super. haha. theeen we just walked
and walked and walked. after, jamie's brother took us to ed's! haven't seen
him since friday soo that was really fun. watched a movie there, ate dinner, then
OWNED ed at battle ship and chess. i'm so good ;D hehe JK ed's just dumb.
when ed walked me home we had a nice talk about everything. mhm, i feel
better than i did before. i feel like there's almost nothin' to worry about anymore,
no more doubt or confusion. there's just oneee thing on my mind lately.

SO tomorrow i was suppose to kick it with LJNsquared but truong can't
make it so it's been moved to sunday. 17 again this saturday?!
PHIL YOU BETTER COME. (:
weeell, time to blockle LOL. lateeeers!

" time heals everything, that's a fact " - J.C.
-kanow


spring break IV

I woke up to the sound of screaming 4th graders, tripping over their own feet just outside my door. Taylor and his little friends were having a "playdate" but all they did was torture my dog, ransack my room, and drool on my xbox controllers. -__- Haha but they are fun to manipulate. If i tell em ill let them play halo 3 they'll do anything ( get me food, clean my room, do pushups) LOL.
Well anyways, picked up kanow and jamie at round 1ish to watch Fast & Furious 4. ehh, not what i expected but still was a good movie, i give it a 3/5. Bought a shirt and shorts, watched kanow trip on the escalator, walked around, ate icecream, walked around, tryed to get to barnes and nobles, walked around. Long story short, we had nothing to do. We ended up going to the choi's, like always. hehe :) I Looked through guiness book of world records, some old yearbooks, ate some pasta, and had ___ ______ practice. HAHA julieee :)

going to shower, later!

-thomas

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

spring break III

well, when i woke up i didnt feel like working today so i skipped practice... again.

today went to brea mall at around 11ish? i walked around looking for a new beanie because my dad or my brother always took mine and i never saw it again. I walked around the whole mall, went to Lids, Vans, beachworks, etc. Couldnt find the right one. Was looking for a brown, black, or navy sock cap, but failed :[. awwwell

After ate at some italian restaraunt. Then mom dropped me off at home and took bro to celo practice. At home played pokemon and watched tv. Then get picked up by julie and edward at around 5 and stay till about 10. We ate krn bbq and watched pokemon because i missed playing it, hehe.

going on a 2 day trip to palm springs on friday. bleh

-thomas

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

spring break II

Today was the first day of "track practice." cough cough* :D

Well, chill day.
1. overslept
2. had denny's breakfast w/ julie.
3. almost died on the way back
4. chilled at adam's with theo, adam, julie, tanizzle, and ed.
5. fell asleep on adam's couch
6. went home.
7. Ate at new garden.
8. breamall
9. home

-thomas

Monday, April 13, 2009

spring break I ,offishal

start to spring break. :)

hmm well, simply today was boring, relaxing, embarrassing x.x, and overall a chill day. Started off waking up at around 11 o' clock to the sound of the moving van and the handymen moving the furniture out. My grandparents are moving back to Korea PERMANENTLY this month, kinda sad ill miss em.
ummm.. then me, grandparents, and brother went to the sauna. I figured i should go since i wouldnt be seeing them for a while, maybe forever. ( i also didnt wanna stay home alone with my mom all day x.x) There i mostly took naps and sweated hehe. When we were leaving IT HAPPENED. I cant say it. Only a few know because its that nasty and embarrassing -.- I'll just say i lost conciousness for a few seconds and leave it at that. o btw i stayed there for 7 hours..

After, i asked my mom if i could go to the choi's house. There we watched some old boys over flowers junk. Its fun to make fun of the people in there. But i have to admit EVERYONE in that show is pretty, even the boys hahaha. no homo. Ate some nasty oranges (more like orange grapes), had a wrestling match with Julie ;), did some stuff, came home, had a 5minute convo with julie on the phone, talking to kanow.

and thats my day.

-thomas

!@#$%

get your facts straight before you go
spreadin' shieeet to the world. -.-

seriously, just wow.
excuse me if i'm bein' forward but
you're the one who made the decision.
not me.


-kanow.

better today

by ne-yo (:
loveee that song.

hm breaks been fun so far, feels nice to just kick back.
today was borin' till james stopped by after school.
hehe he brought starbucks (:
forced him to watch boys before flowers (:
but i couldn't hear any of it cus he wouldn't shut up
about how ugly the actors were. -.- stupid james.
Kim Bum Pictures, Images and Photos
still think he's ugly?! he's hotter than you (:
thanks for today, really needed it.
you douche bag (:

feels like i haven't blogged in forever.
ima' start up again
there's somethings i'm still thinkin' about
buut lettin' it go for now.
tryin' to focus on my priorities.
somethin' i really have to straighten out.

" no one can diminish you but yourself"

-kanow

Sunday, April 12, 2009

boom boom pow

is getting a bit annoying. They played it on the radio like 10 times today! hahaha
to start off. I went to church, today was Easter Sunday, which means closed stores, packed parks, and day of a lot of traffic. Church was especcially good because old friends that i havent seen for a while came! it was good catching up on old times hahaha. It felt like the church long ago, when everyone knew each other. After a long bible study, Brandon and I got some ice cream from an icecream truck parked in front of the church. Then walked to his pad and talked about some suprising yet nasty yet funny yet awesome stories on the way. We met up with Phillip and James to pick up Aileen for the beach trip today. I totally failed today at Subway -_______- I ordered a 6inch sandwich that costed me $6 when i could've just did the "5 dollar foot long deal" and gotten a footlong sandwich for $5!!! GAHHH Aileen wouldnt stop calling me a dumbass for a while -.- After we picked up a football because a football is ESSENTIAL for any beach trip. then swung by my house to change and pick up some water.
So us 5, me, phillip, brandon, james, and aileen went to huntington beach. First we boogieboarded, DAMN it was fuuureeezinnnng colllllddd, but we got used to it from all the effort put into swimming against the wave and being knocked down. Then we played 2 on 3 tackle football. The teams were me and james vs phillip, ho, and aileen. Even though we all got bruises and burns (except aileen) it was fun as hell. In the end me and james won due to our excellent strategic plays and coordinating teamwork. We definately need more people next time.

On our way back we bought some drinks at Jamba Juice. I ordered the Strawberry Wild, it was amazingly good. Strawberry goodness flaring in my tastebuds, i shouldve ordered the bigger size. We took the drinks on the road and dropped off aileen at her boyfriends house. Then after dropping off james and brandon, Phillip and I went to the choi residence where i met ed, janice, grace, and julie:). hehehehe ^^ Julie and I had some heart-to-heart talk, im glad we did. And then watched Norbit. After we left their house me and phillip went to yogurt land to have some latenight yogurt. well im not going to write the rest i think this blog is long enough already :)

BEACH TRIP 4-12






LOL




-thomas

Saturday, April 11, 2009

adam sorry; i just

left like that. Im sorry i just showed up at all, all i did was drag the mood down.

I guess this really is my last chance. I'm.. no good for you. I know your tired of hearing this word.. So ill just say it once, sorry. For dragging you down with me. For letting my jealousy take over. For everything i put you through, i just dont feel like arguing anymore and explaining myself. Im just going to say i broke my promise to be a better man, honestly i did try and i thought i could overcome it myself, but i failed, so once again.. im sorry. But ive been willing to change in a split second for you, would you have done the same? are you willing to change for someone other than yourself. i dont know how we are at this point, if you don't ever wanna talk to me again id understand.

when i got picked up by BOTH my mom and dad. i put on a smile and told them i had a wonderful time. I just said " yes,no,it was good." but i really didnt wanna talk anymore, so i told em i was tired and i asked them if they could stop asking me so many questions. But my dad takes it the wrong way and starts yelling about how im a disobedient child and how he's been so patient with me. I WAS ALREADY FEELING LIKE SHIT, THANKS. without thinking i slam the door out , but then i quickly i say sorry because i know when my dad gets mad. and i guess this is the time when my eyes become red and warm tears start comin down from this and today's events. My dad hears this and sees my tears and immediately starts trash talking me the whole ride saying " YOU PATHETIC PUSSY, your of no use to me. you should be embarrrassed to be crying.etc etc" I just stay quiet, taking ever insult he dished out and took a looong shower when i get home trying to wash out the redness in my eyes, and release the rest of the emotions left. THEN its my mom's turn she comes into my room after the shower and gives me a guilt trip saying " is this really how you're going to behave, is this really all you can offer your parents when we take care of you and etc etc." greattt this day just gets better and better.

i just wanna.. stop everything. just stop time so i can take a breathe or two and get ready for the next problem.

-thomas

Thursday, April 9, 2009

(almost) SPRING BREAK

HURRY UPPP. I HOPE THIS SPRING BREAK WILL BE A GOOD ONE.

today, hmmmm. I'll spare the details, longstory short, we swept Nogales.
After the track meet, we went to souplantation to eat dinner and do the fundraiser thing for jessica's somthing, i have no idea. IT WAS PACKED. we had to sit at seperate tables due to our group being so big.
TONIGHT, my partners in crime were adam,phillip,and steph teng. We sat at our little table jokin, laughin, talkin. It was a good meal with good company, lotsa laughs.
After the souplantation we walked to the mall. There we just chilled until it was time to go home. and now im home.

current Spring break to-do list :
-beach
- go to a theme park ( knotts, soakcity, disney, etc)
- chill with homies
- workout
- honestly cant think right now lol

-thomas

&

school.
hideout paintin'.
alvarado.
trackmeet.
souplantation.
mall.

bleh :/
baaaaad day.

"don't trip chocolate chip" -T.C.

-kanow

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

:D

swallow your pride, and accept defeat. i got pwned today :)

yessss. chem is getting so much easier i finish my hw in like 30 seconds! woot woot ^^

what's said is said, and what's done is done. Tomorow is another day and the present is now the past.

and tomorrow is looking good

-thomas

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

trust.

whatever.
ugh, sometimes you should keep your mouth shut.
i tell you things because i trust you, because your a bestie.
doesn't give you the right to tell anyone.
thanks. won't be hearin' from me anytime soon.


"don't let someone become a priority
when you're just an option."

-kanow

Monday, April 6, 2009

please

get your head in the gamee.




"with the hopes of reaching the moon,
men fail to see what blossoms at their feet."

-kanow

copied thomas (:

TEN HOW'S:
How did you get one of your scars?
burned by the curlin' iron :[

How did you spend your last Birthday?
haha with jess&tiff in vegas (:

How are you feeling at this moment?
tired, disappointed, watever.

How did your night go last night?
phoned with chris

How did you do in high school?
bad so far

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
best buddies!

How often do you see your best friend?
almost everyday

How much money did you spend last month?
too much :[

How old do you want to be when you get married?
when i'm ready, and he walks right by (:

How old will you be at your next birthday?
16

NINE WHAT'S:
Your mothers name?
Betty. LOL it should be bitch -.-

What did you do last weekend?
i forgot ahah!

What is the most important part of your life?
those who take part in it (:

What would you rather be doing?
talkin' on the phone with someone! :O

What did you last cry over?
someone really lame.

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
music.

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
that's a secret ;D

What are you worried about?
friends, a relationship, elections, gradeees.
THE BIO TEST TOMORROW :[

What did you have for breakfast?
HONEY NUT CHEERIOS (:

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
um, i think so?

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
uh,

Have you ever been out of the country?
mhm

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
LOL ;D

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
mhm..
not the best feelin' (:

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
LOL. naaahs
i'm a good girl (:

Have you ever read an entire book in a day?
yeessir!

SEVEN WHO’S:
Who was the last person you saw?
brother

Who was the last person you texted?
thomas?

Who was the last person you hungout with?
thomaskang,edwardchoi,julieshin,erictan

Who was the last person to call you?
chris

Who did you last hug?
um, eric?

Who is the last person who texted you?
james.

SIX WHERE’S:

Where does your best friend live?
somewhere. AHHA (:

Where did you last go?
eric's

Where did you last hang out?
eric's hahha

Where do you go to school?
John A. Rowland High School

Where is your favorite place to be?
anywhere but heree.

Where did you sleep last night?
beed

FIVE DO’S/DOES:
Do you like someone right now?
somewhat.

Do you think anyone likes you?
hm, i think

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
sometimes

Do you know the muffin man?
he's my bestfriend (:

Does the future scare you?
when i think about it to much

FOUR WHY’S:
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
because i am.

Why did you get a myspace?
chris made it for me :[

Why did your parents give you the name middle you have?
i have no idea

Why are you doing this survey?
because theres nothin' better to do

THREE IF’S:
If you could have one super power what would it be??
reaaad minds! cullen status ;D

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
i would. but i don't think it'd help much

If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
i would bring everything in a packagee to goo! (:
i would try to stuff all those besties, but jess is kinda' fat and so is ed ! HAHA

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
hahaha. not at the moment

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
haha. why not? (:

ONE LAST QUESTION
Are you happy with your life right now?
not really.

sirvay

stolen from philandchristina.blogspot.com

TEN HOW'S:
How did you get one of your scars?
shot my leg with Phillip's bbgun

How did you spend your last Birthday?
hmm just chillin with the peepz :)

How are you feeling at this moment?
body aching, bored

How did your night go last night?
i played pokemon bfor i slept.

How did you do in high school?
uhh haha... :(

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
its a band shirt

How often do you see your best friend?
everday

How much money did you spend last month?
hmmm 100? i dont really remember :p

How old do you want to be when you get married?
when i meet THE smart,sexy,sweet girl

How old will you be at your next birthday?
18! :o

NINE WHAT'S:
Your mothers name?
Kyong hee aka rosa

What did you do last weekend?
uhmm hangout, play tennis, hangout some more later.

What is the most important part of your life?
the ones in it

What would you rather be doing?
i want to swim :o

What did you last cry over?
watching Marley and Me made my eyes ALMOST water.

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
someone who cares.

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
personalita looks contribute too sometimes ;)

What are you worried about?
hmmm

What did you have for breakfast?
fried rice

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
nope

Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yep

Have you ever been out of the country?
korea, mexico

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
oooooyeeeeah -_____-

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
nah

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
whooa ;D

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
yeah

SEVEN WHO’S:
Who was the last person you saw?
dad

Who was the last person you texted?
janice?

Who was the last person you hungout with?
erictan,julie,kanow,ed,jtay.

Who was the last person to call you?
home

Who did you last hug?
julay

Who is the last person who texted you?
janice? same question?

SIX WHERE’S:
Where does your best friend live?
in row heights

Where did you last go?
the bathroom :o

Where did you last hang out?
eric tanizzle's cribizzle.

Where do you go to school?
Rowland High

Where is your favorite place to be?
anyplace as long as theres A/c and a couch

Where did you sleep last night?
room

FIVE DO’S/DOES:
Do you like someone right now?
yup

Do you think anyone likes you?
yeah, i think

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
nah

Do you know the muffin man?
i saw him in shrek 2

Does the future scare you?
responsibilities

FOUR WHY’S:
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
o you know. no explanation needed

Why did you get a myspace?
sharon made me one

Why did your parents give you the name middle you have?
korean

Why are you doing this survey?
bcuz i dont feel like writing a REAL blog

THREE IF’S:
If you could have one super power what would it be??
recently ive wanted to be able to change into any animal :o

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?i
nah what happened, happened no need to change it

If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
a helecopter

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
no i wouldnt. -__-

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
of course.

ONE LAST QUESTION
Are you happy with your life right now?
unsatisfied, ask me again in 10 years

-thomas

Sunday, April 5, 2009

we are the ordinary

hmm today was just an ordinary sunday. I went to church, freeloaded some samples at costco, lifted at 24 hour fitness.

Oh, i went to bestbuys today to use the $100 giftcard i received on my bday. i ended up buying:
+Marley and Me DVD
+ blue earphones
+ pokemon platinum

-thomas

Saturday, April 4, 2009

tennis match at pathfinder

today, i woke up at 12 kinda aching everywhere from yesterday.
And so i met up with jliu to play tennis at pathfinder park. We walked there ahahha it was a long wallk. Once there we hit the ball a couple times and then we played 21. I think the score wassss 16-21? i lost :(. LOL Then after we walked back up the hugge hill. DAMN it was like... torture.. then we looked at the view and played some catch with the tennis ball. Then we went home haha. When i got home i was sooo hungry D:. i ate some jellybeans, chocolate, and some jajangmyun!! SOO BOMB.
even though it hurts my chest
ima spark till i lose my breathe
livin the sin since life begin
comin all way out the water takin oxygen
please Father help me breathe again
at ease again.
-thomas

sadie hawkins 2009

WHOOOAA FUN NIGHT FUN NIGHT

so after track i came home with julie and took a nap while julie made erics and nicoles shirts.
When i woke up i showed julie the view in vantage pointe. The view that i always go to when i have to think about somthing. It wasnt as cool though because it wasnt nighttime. When we came back home we went to kanows house and was in utter suprise once i went through the front door. Apparently, there were proffesional stylists that did jess,christina, nicoletroung,kanow, and jliu's hair/makeup. WHOA it was like, i was speechless. Everyone was beautiful AHEM AHEM* no, i really mean it. But i must agree with phillip, Jessica you looked gooood tonight

Soon after we met up with phillip and we went to erics place where we found theo, adam, eric, katherine, & danny there. We tottally FAIL at planning things btw. We went from guppyhouse to DOLPHIN BAY.
So when we came back from DB, we got ready to go into the gym to SADIES and get our groove on :D. At first it was really boring, because the dance just started and no one was dancing yet. I tryed to get julie to dance but unfortunately she wasnt "feeling it" LOL.
BUT as soon as more people started dancing IT WAS FrEAKIN AWESOME. we were bumpin, crumpin, grindin, windin, everything u can imagine LOL. Btw it was HOT on the dance floor iwas sweating like a mofo!! haha too much info sry. Yeah but it was a fun time. I think this is the best sadies ive been to :). 2009

-lightning bolt KAPWING

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

truth be told

haha wow i am soo gay, but i really wanted to post another one (:
soo i wanted to say some things to some people..

1) you are the dumbest shiet ever and you know it -.- no matter what
i say it doesn't go through your head, and i just hope you know what
you're doin'. please don't let your emotions take over, because you tend
to, think with your MIND. i've had my say in this already, but i know you
won't put what i said into consideration. i gotta' say, i'm worried.

2) friends aren't forever, but bestfriends are different. always here for you
and you know it (: don't sweat anything alrighty? make it worth what you lost.

3) over and over again? (: i feel like this time is different. "the right thing at the
wrong time is the wrong thing" soo we had that talk at lunch, before was the
wrong time, but is it the right time now? think things through and carefully.
don't be afraid to go for it because of what happened. just be prepared?
and my anologys are the best -.- HAHAHA.

4) hm, (: all goood?


-kanow

Dear Anoyomous,

So the most horrible month i've had so far is over
today was a really good day, i feel like things are back to the
way they use to be. just right. (: it's timee i blog about some
things i blanked out on before.

soo last month..
it was horrible, it was just a really stressful time.
things were just goin' from okie to bad to worse,
to just about horrible. i'm not shure how to put it
in words, but ima' do the best i can.
things started to fall apart mid feb but they really crashed
in march. it feels weird to have somethin' goin' so great,
fall apart. i don't really know what exactly happened, but i
do know i was at fault most of the time. i thought things ended on
the best note ever, but i was so wrong.
have you ever had the feelin' that someone you really cared about
slapped you in the face?
the feelin' sucks, but it happens. it caught me off guard. like a pop quiz,
i wasn't ready. but time wasn't goin' to wait for me, and it didn't.
i don't know, maybe it's wrong of me to feel this way, but i do.
i feel sort of betrayed in a way, and at that moment i didn't know what to say.
did you want me to lie? because i did. and i'm not sorry.
you told me it was "unfair", but honestly, is it?
have you looked at it from my point of view? i looked at it from yours.
i guess at one point i looked past it because i really care about you
whether you know it or not. and i'm really glad we're back to
where we were, really good friends? i want it to stay that way.
and as for everything else, i don't think it will ever be the same.
bestfriend isn't just a title, it has meanin', and you don't understand it.
maybe it's wrong of me, but i really don't care anymore.

but it's all over. i'm really glad i ended up where i did. (:
i don't know why, but i felt like bloggin' about it all one last time.

if i don't mind, it doesn't matter right?
"mind over matter"- james

-kanow

unfortunately

friends come and go.
no matter how hard you try to fight it,
cant help but notice the increasing gap.

-thomas