hey! i just got back from the power 106 basketball game. Rowland lost by 3, it was a very close game.
Anyways today in track. I pulled my groine.
It was already stiff and in pain from the wilson meet last thursday, but today during hurdles i REALLY pulled it. When i went over that first hurdle i felt a sharp pain on my left crotch. ouch.
after i finished the hurdles my left groine started hurting like a mother!! and my entire left leg started to become all burning and numb. after i ran 2 more 300s in much pain i finally decided to sit out for the rest of practice.
GAH what do i do about tmrws practice? do i just keep sitting out? hmmmmm. im icing it right now hope it gets better.
-thomas
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
mission monday
when i woke up today it didnt feel like a monday for some reason o.o
I went to first period: chem. AUGH i hate that class sooo much!!! FREAKIN LAUGHLIN.
as the day progressed i felt sicker and sicker. It was quite strange because i felt healthy enough in the morning, except that i had a sore throat. When it was korean class, i was just dead. my head hurt and my body ached everwhereeee. i didnt wanna stay at school anymore OR do the monday workouts in track so i went to the nurse and went homee.
AFter my mom took me out to souplantation, where i grubbed out on muffins and clam chowder :D yesssss. soo gooooddd. and got some new shooess kekeke. on top of that my headache went away after i took a 3 hour nap, so im good right now.
dear julie,
anhyounghaseh yo! fob hahaha :)
hope you are feeling better, and sorry if it was me that got you sick! :o you know u gotta stop wearing them shortshorts on freezing cold days and put on some warm clothes. Anyways, stop worrying about your hair cause you look beautiful anyways even if u were to SHAVE YOUR HEAD haha. ok mayb not that. but yeah :)
-thomas
I went to first period: chem. AUGH i hate that class sooo much!!! FREAKIN LAUGHLIN.
as the day progressed i felt sicker and sicker. It was quite strange because i felt healthy enough in the morning, except that i had a sore throat. When it was korean class, i was just dead. my head hurt and my body ached everwhereeee. i didnt wanna stay at school anymore OR do the monday workouts in track so i went to the nurse and went homee.
AFter my mom took me out to souplantation, where i grubbed out on muffins and clam chowder :D yesssss. soo gooooddd. and got some new shooess kekeke. on top of that my headache went away after i took a 3 hour nap, so im good right now.
dear julie,
anhyounghaseh yo! fob hahaha :)
hope you are feeling better, and sorry if it was me that got you sick! :o you know u gotta stop wearing them shortshorts on freezing cold days and put on some warm clothes. Anyways, stop worrying about your hair cause you look beautiful anyways even if u were to SHAVE YOUR HEAD haha. ok mayb not that. but yeah :)
-thomas
Sunday, March 29, 2009
nothin' better to doo here!
Is there
i don't have forever.
Do you ignor
eh, somewhaaat
What do you bite more,
my tongueee :[
Is it easy to make you smile
yessir (:
Are you annoyed right now?
very much -.-
Are you start
haha more like everything.
One thing
eh, sadies?
Has a bestfriend ever dated your ex?
EH, somewhat
Somet
i'd just vent.
Did you cry at all this week?
haha mhm.
Do you think
haven't kissed anyoneee
Have your frien
hahah yeah
Is there
ORANGE JUICE. lovee that stuff (:
When was the last time you ate Frost
long time ago
Something on your mind?
haha somethin' always is
If you could
all my hw donee -.-
When was the last time you saw your grand
like a hour ago
If you' re being
i'm thinking/tired
Do you like Greas
like the movie? O,O
Are you weari
not wearin' oneeeee
Would
nah, i'm good to go rite now
Are you in a relationship right now?
somewhaaat.
Where
too many to count
Is there something you want to say to someone right now?
1) WTF.
2) don't make promises you can't keep
3) eh, what's goin' on ?
Would
maybe
What was the last thing
water
Who is the last perso
jameeeees
Highlight of your past three days?
kickin' it with jaaames (:
If you could
hm, either the doggy stuffed animal or the pig on my bed (:
What were you up to at 9pm last night
phonin'
Do you have any bruis
yeah
What did you do today
BLAH. wokee up, got ready, went to work day, played big 2 with beast and kevin, went homee,
mom raped me with her makeup -.- , phoneeeed. hw. watched a drama. now i'm here
Did you mean "I love you" when you said it last?
mhmmm (:
What was the first
maan, work day agaaaain :[
When was the last time you and an oppos
umm! today, at work day!
Do you have a best frien
ahha i got a few ;D
-kanow
"every young man, God's man"
funny story i just read in a book:
The young knight says to the king: " i love your daughter with all my heart and soul. I want to marry her."
The wise king says: "then go find a dragon and bring me its head. Then you may have my daughter's hand."
The young knight asks: " Did i mention I have a large inheritiance?"
The young knight says to the king: " i love your daughter with all my heart and soul. I want to marry her."
The wise king says: "then go find a dragon and bring me its head. Then you may have my daughter's hand."
The young knight asks: " Did i mention I have a large inheritiance?"
WE chuckle reading this story, but when you stop and think about it, the wise king didnt want a flippant response to the condition that he set for giving his approval to the match. What the wise king was really saying to the young knight was this:
- Do you have the courage of a man, or will you run from your problems?
- is there depth to your desire for my daughter?
- how bad do you really want my maiden?
- will you change your tune under pressure?
- will you face your fears and discover the man within?
- will you risk everything?
I guess all this ties to Him and yourself. Just switch the words around.
-thomas
Saturday, March 28, 2009
the monsoon
throughout the whole day my eyes burn, my headhurts, and i have a nasty cough x__x
but today was a good day :)
first. Woke up. Ate some breakfast and some icecream cake my cousin brought last night. yum.
After that, watched my littlebrothers basketball game. watching little kids throw the ball around was pretty funny. after we came back my parents and grandparents went out so that left just me, cousin, any my bro. So we decide to watch a movie. Along the way we pick up julie too. We decide to watch "haunting in conneticut." It was a pretty good movie overall. Scariness 6/10. movie overall was good. The story itself was sad at times :(. After that my cousin left with my brother, so me and julie hung around the mall. We mostly looked at clothes, ate food, and walked around until kanow and jess picked us up. We went to the chois house to try and make our sadies shirts. But FAILED. so we ended up postponing the shirt design to another day.
min, royce, ed, and phillip came while kanow and jess left. we played hotel 626 damn its pretty scary :o. LOL especcially the restroom part and the baby part.
HMMM took a nap with julie :). Ill keep it PG.
rest is a blurr aha was pretty tired.
O! thx julie for the bracelet <333
-thomas
but today was a good day :)
first. Woke up. Ate some breakfast and some icecream cake my cousin brought last night. yum.
After that, watched my littlebrothers basketball game. watching little kids throw the ball around was pretty funny. after we came back my parents and grandparents went out so that left just me, cousin, any my bro. So we decide to watch a movie. Along the way we pick up julie too. We decide to watch "haunting in conneticut." It was a pretty good movie overall. Scariness 6/10. movie overall was good. The story itself was sad at times :(. After that my cousin left with my brother, so me and julie hung around the mall. We mostly looked at clothes, ate food, and walked around until kanow and jess picked us up. We went to the chois house to try and make our sadies shirts. But FAILED. so we ended up postponing the shirt design to another day.
min, royce, ed, and phillip came while kanow and jess left. we played hotel 626 damn its pretty scary :o. LOL especcially the restroom part and the baby part.
HMMM took a nap with julie :). Ill keep it PG.
rest is a blurr aha was pretty tired.
O! thx julie for the bracelet <333
-thomas
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
stressed,
so today i was readin' some of my old post,
just to see how i was a month ago,
and i see a comment a friend gavee me awhile back.
wow, i gotta' say, it makes me feel confident&stronger (:
thanks <3 and yes, i want a big warm huuug!
stressed about grades, elections, and a few friends.
well, i want you to know i don't hate you, i never did.
my blog the other day was mean,
but i was just bloggin' out all my feelings.
hope everything gets patched over
, pressin' delete on this.
SO UH. haven't talked to you in awhile.
i gotta' say i miss you likee heck.
thanks for tryin' to hang in there with me all this time.
i always payed attention to my troubles, i forgot about yours.
it kills me to see you wearin' that indifferent attitude toward everything.
lifeees to short, so get on with it. you've closed yourself off to everyone,
and i understand. i'm not ganna' tell you to keep your head up,
cus that's hard and stupid.
ima' just say i'll be your safety net.
even though we go to different schools now,
your still one of my bestfriends i really care about.
just wanted to let you know, i'm still here anytimeeee.
"i'm in desperate need of changeee."
-kanow
just to see how i was a month ago,
and i see a comment a friend gavee me awhile back.
wow, i gotta' say, it makes me feel confident&stronger (:
thanks <3 and yes, i want a big warm huuug!
stressed about grades, elections, and a few friends.
well, i want you to know i don't hate you, i never did.
my blog the other day was mean,
but i was just bloggin' out all my feelings.
hope everything gets patched over
, pressin' delete on this.
SO UH. haven't talked to you in awhile.
i gotta' say i miss you likee heck.
thanks for tryin' to hang in there with me all this time.
i always payed attention to my troubles, i forgot about yours.
it kills me to see you wearin' that indifferent attitude toward everything.
lifeees to short, so get on with it. you've closed yourself off to everyone,
and i understand. i'm not ganna' tell you to keep your head up,
cus that's hard and stupid.
ima' just say i'll be your safety net.
even though we go to different schools now,
your still one of my bestfriends i really care about.
just wanted to let you know, i'm still here anytimeeee.
"i'm in desperate need of changeee."
-kanow
"backstabber"
strong word
my friend is probably one of the top things i value in my life.
and when someone calls me that, its like a total slap to the face.
my friend is one of those guys that i want to know even after highschool
to come to my wedding, play chess at the park when im all wrinkled, sob at my funeral
backstabbing him is the LAST THING id ever want to do to him
so dont spit those words at me
even if your just joking
i will still be fuckin pissed off.
gaykwon ur my homie and all, but sometimes you are one dumb fuck.
-thomas
my friend is probably one of the top things i value in my life.
and when someone calls me that, its like a total slap to the face.
my friend is one of those guys that i want to know even after highschool
to come to my wedding, play chess at the park when im all wrinkled, sob at my funeral
backstabbing him is the LAST THING id ever want to do to him
so dont spit those words at me
even if your just joking
i will still be fuckin pissed off.
gaykwon ur my homie and all, but sometimes you are one dumb fuck.
-thomas
Monday, March 23, 2009
what do you know?
so as i'm waitin' for a phonee call
i decided to read jess and chris' blog and
i've got to say, i agree 100% with you guys.
lemme just get my say in it,
you're sucha' good person, despite the stupid decisions
you tend to make at times. You deserve so much more than
you think and settle for. sometimes i think you fail to see
how much you mean to us, and that just sucks. no matter what
family comes first, that's what we all are. i hope you see that.
i know we're bein' a bit selfish here, and there's no right or wrong
here. but you'll always be our bestfriend, big brother, homies for life,
it's all the same in the end. (:
there's somethin' i want to say someone straight out here.
butt the fuck out. this has NOTHIN' to do with you at all.
stop tryin' to "fix" things and "help" them out. cus lemme'
tell you know, you're not. i really just wanted to slap you in the
face today. you have no right to mess all this up, so don't.
you've done enough damage here.
okie, just one more person here. LOL
theres a fine line between everything. you've most definitly crossed it.
tell him yourself, don't cower behind someone who doesn't
even belong in this mess. you're sucha' hypocrite sometimes.
for your little games, lemme' tell you now, we are done playin'.
i hope one day you learn how much you mean to this one
very, very dumb boy. maybe then, you'll stop these shady tricks.
so we may look like the bad guys here. bloggin' shiet about people.
but we're just tryin' to protect someone we care about.
and no matter what, i know you'll make this a big deal by lookin'
like the victim. but YOU know the truth, have fun with that.
- your besties. kanow, jess , chris
-
i decided to read jess and chris' blog and
i've got to say, i agree 100% with you guys.
lemme just get my say in it,
you're sucha' good person, despite the stupid decisions
you tend to make at times. You deserve so much more than
you think and settle for. sometimes i think you fail to see
how much you mean to us, and that just sucks. no matter what
family comes first, that's what we all are. i hope you see that.
i know we're bein' a bit selfish here, and there's no right or wrong
here. but you'll always be our bestfriend, big brother, homies for life,
it's all the same in the end. (:
there's somethin' i want to say someone straight out here.
butt the fuck out. this has NOTHIN' to do with you at all.
stop tryin' to "fix" things and "help" them out. cus lemme'
tell you know, you're not. i really just wanted to slap you in the
face today. you have no right to mess all this up, so don't.
you've done enough damage here.
okie, just one more person here. LOL
theres a fine line between everything. you've most definitly crossed it.
tell him yourself, don't cower behind someone who doesn't
even belong in this mess. you're sucha' hypocrite sometimes.
for your little games, lemme' tell you now, we are done playin'.
i hope one day you learn how much you mean to this one
very, very dumb boy. maybe then, you'll stop these shady tricks.
so we may look like the bad guys here. bloggin' shiet about people.
but we're just tryin' to protect someone we care about.
and no matter what, i know you'll make this a big deal by lookin'
like the victim. but YOU know the truth, have fun with that.
- your besties. kanow, jess , chris
-
KOREA vs JAPAN
WATCHIN THE BASEBALL GAME KOREA VS JAPAN.
WHOAAA KOREA JUST STRUCK A HOME RUN.
WATCH OUT JAPS!
woohoo ^^.
today was an awesome day. 1st period i was crackin up on the inside about my chem teachers unending stupidity. He sent people who had an absence weeks ago up all at once and the office workers got mad at him LOL. 2nd period ehhh same o same o and i got a gift from sharon LOL, two packs of gummy bears and a card! THANK YOU SHARON SHIn. 3rd period we watched the bombing scene in Pearl Harbor, where the JAPS bombed Hawaii out of nowhere like WUSSYS :). 4th period aha some korean worksheet, talk to julie :), do nothing haha. 5th, DAMN FREAKIN BORING SERIOUSLY, we just read and listened to the teacher talk.
OK 6th period. i was pretty suprised. there i was sitting in my seat at the back of the classroom, zoning out. then suddenly i see the door open, then its....PHILLIP?? LOL. i was pretty suprised kinda haha no ones ever done this for me bfor. phil, kanow,jess, julie came to my classroom with a cool card and bunch of brownies and cupcakes, yumm :). AND A NEW BACKPACK , JUST WHAT I WANTED.
THANKS GUYS i will treasure the card foooooooooooreeeeeeveeeeeeerrr
And thennn i went to track practice. We got in trouble for being late alla the time. ran 300 hurdles. pretty tiring. dull track practice.
all she does is try to come closer, she asks a simple question like, "how was your day." but i completely shut her out. Shes my mother and all, but she doesnt know me at all because i never let her come any closer. Maybe thats why we always argue, she once asked me how i felt but i just kept silent, i didnt want anything to do with her anymore. She even added a "please, tell me how you feel." when it comes to her im never able to swallow my pride, thats a major flaw i have. it completely killed me when my mom started crying in front of me because i was so distant from her now. so much guilt. I tell her i just wish i was out of the house, how i would give anything to have somwher to go when i run away. But honestly the only reason i would want to leave the house is because i cant take the weight of the guilt anymore.
-thomas
p.s freakin adam " happy birthday fucker." my mom freaked when he read that on my card.lol
WHOAAA KOREA JUST STRUCK A HOME RUN.
WATCH OUT JAPS!
woohoo ^^.
today was an awesome day. 1st period i was crackin up on the inside about my chem teachers unending stupidity. He sent people who had an absence weeks ago up all at once and the office workers got mad at him LOL. 2nd period ehhh same o same o and i got a gift from sharon LOL, two packs of gummy bears and a card! THANK YOU SHARON SHIn. 3rd period we watched the bombing scene in Pearl Harbor, where the JAPS bombed Hawaii out of nowhere like WUSSYS :). 4th period aha some korean worksheet, talk to julie :), do nothing haha. 5th, DAMN FREAKIN BORING SERIOUSLY, we just read and listened to the teacher talk.
OK 6th period. i was pretty suprised. there i was sitting in my seat at the back of the classroom, zoning out. then suddenly i see the door open, then its....PHILLIP?? LOL. i was pretty suprised kinda haha no ones ever done this for me bfor. phil, kanow,jess, julie came to my classroom with a cool card and bunch of brownies and cupcakes, yumm :). AND A NEW BACKPACK , JUST WHAT I WANTED.
THANKS GUYS i will treasure the card foooooooooooreeeeeeveeeeeeerrr
And thennn i went to track practice. We got in trouble for being late alla the time. ran 300 hurdles. pretty tiring. dull track practice.
all she does is try to come closer, she asks a simple question like, "how was your day." but i completely shut her out. Shes my mother and all, but she doesnt know me at all because i never let her come any closer. Maybe thats why we always argue, she once asked me how i felt but i just kept silent, i didnt want anything to do with her anymore. She even added a "please, tell me how you feel." when it comes to her im never able to swallow my pride, thats a major flaw i have. it completely killed me when my mom started crying in front of me because i was so distant from her now. so much guilt. I tell her i just wish i was out of the house, how i would give anything to have somwher to go when i run away. But honestly the only reason i would want to leave the house is because i cant take the weight of the guilt anymore.
-thomas
p.s freakin adam " happy birthday fucker." my mom freaked when he read that on my card.lol
Sunday, March 22, 2009
eh,
disappointment is a craap feelin'
oh weell.
once you've had that feelin' for awhile,
it starts to bother you less and less.
until you really don't care anymore.
UHH. went to school for asb till 430
kicked it at ed's
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOMAS <3
it was fuun today? attempted to learn dancin' again.
it was pretty faaail. ordered pizzaa. hung out.
the usual with the usual people (:
got home, went out with juliee to get some stuff.
got home, baked, theeen went on aim.
wanted too phone, buut uh, yeah..
soo james ended up callin'. haha. lovee you james (:
stayin' upp till 12 today? blaah
-kanow
oh weell.
once you've had that feelin' for awhile,
it starts to bother you less and less.
until you really don't care anymore.
UHH. went to school for asb till 430
kicked it at ed's
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOMAS <3
it was fuun today? attempted to learn dancin' again.
it was pretty faaail. ordered pizzaa. hung out.
the usual with the usual people (:
got home, went out with juliee to get some stuff.
got home, baked, theeen went on aim.
wanted too phone, buut uh, yeah..
soo james ended up callin'. haha. lovee you james (:
stayin' upp till 12 today? blaah
-kanow
THANKYOU
to the people that made a birthday shoutout and made today great :)
aha!! woke up pretty excited. i woke up at 11 and missed church today. remembered i was going to the chois to chill for the day.
I got ready and my parents drove me. On the way we picked up janice and grace from nasung church.
Then just out of the blue my parents decide to take us out to krn bbq.
So we picked up ed and julie and ate some goooood bbq. MMMmmmmm :).
Then they dropped us back off at the choi residence. kanow, jess, and christeng came by too.
we karaoked, watched movies, TRYED to teach kanow how to dance.
Dang today we did nothing really. BUT it was still fun ;).
grinded on edward (no homo)
I learned that painting nails is accually very difficult. -.- (no homo)
julie kept rubbin my hairy legs LOL. thats the first time i accually seen anyone enjoy that.
Watched boys over flowers (no homo)
NOO HOMO!!!!
THEN we watched these scary youtube videos of accuall ghosts caught on tape o.o
AhAhaha :)
Life's good
i lurrrvee you
-thomas
aha!! woke up pretty excited. i woke up at 11 and missed church today. remembered i was going to the chois to chill for the day.
I got ready and my parents drove me. On the way we picked up janice and grace from nasung church.
Then just out of the blue my parents decide to take us out to krn bbq.
So we picked up ed and julie and ate some goooood bbq. MMMmmmmm :).
Then they dropped us back off at the choi residence. kanow, jess, and christeng came by too.
we karaoked, watched movies, TRYED to teach kanow how to dance.
Dang today we did nothing really. BUT it was still fun ;).
grinded on edward (no homo)
I learned that painting nails is accually very difficult. -.- (no homo)
julie kept rubbin my hairy legs LOL. thats the first time i accually seen anyone enjoy that.
Watched boys over flowers (no homo)
NOO HOMO!!!!
THEN we watched these scary youtube videos of accuall ghosts caught on tape o.o
AhAhaha :)
Life's good
i lurrrvee you
-thomas
I've been travelin on this road too long,
Just trying to find my way back home.
soo today was pretty fun but pointless (:
started the daay out at 10! went to pick jess up
and went to this Japanese placee to buy a whole
mess of random stuff (: it was pretty fuun!
found friendship bracelets! i got faith, jess got love,
ed got strength, thomas got peace, chris got hope.
soo at around 4 i went to pick up ed at adam's house.
after, ed me juliee thomas and jess went to the maall
looked around for sadies outfits, for yogurt, then kicked it at ed's.
wee watched videos for the longest time
THEEEEEEN we searched some dancin' videos
" GRINDIN' 101 " AHAHHAHAHA. i failed (:
soo this part goes out to a frieeend i've been worried about.
i have no idea what's up with you right now,
but i know somethin' is.
&i hope you figure it out soon, cus you got poeple worried SICK.
theres no ifs, buts, or ands, i'm heree if you need to talk.
i feel like your always there for mee, so i want you to feel the same.
you are a craap liar, by the way.
it feels like you have your guard up.
feel better?
"We enjoy warmth because we have been cold.
We appreciate light because we have been in darkness.
By the same token, we can experience joy because we have know sadness."
- David Weatherford
-kanow
Saturday, March 21, 2009
SatURday
thank you everone for the early bday shoutout ! haha :)
i woke up to the annoying sound little kids running up and down the stairs.
i layed in bed for what seemed like 4 hours. When i checked the clock it was only 9:30. danng
So i rolled out of bed and did the brushing and the showering and the blah blah.
after i ate a sandwich i got on the computer. till about 1:30-2ish
I WAS SO BORED. I WAS LITERALLY GOING CRAZY. AHAGASDGADSFGFSAD
I finally got rid of the boredom when i walked to the liu residence.
There i played pool. played some wii sports. ( jliu plays too much btw)
and watched jliu clean her pond in the backyard.
There were these wierd squiggly creatures in the filthy pond. It was quite gutwrenching.
After that watched kevin clean his room and jliu play some cs-wannabe game.
Then got owned in brawl by kevin, over... and over... and over.. :(
So then while i was getting owned, i got a call from kanow to join em up at the mall.
So theni ran home. Got some birthday money. and went to le mall.
once at the mall i joined up with ed, kanow, julie :), jess.
i got a braclet that says "peace" on it. Evidently i need peace in my life so they gave it to me.
Ed got strength. nicole got faith. chris got hope, and jess got love. me and ed mostly just stood around while they looked for "animal" outfits. AFter much pain and hurt. we got to eds house.
there we karaoked and watched youtube videos on the tv. showed kanow my dancing moves. and blah blah yada yada :) <3
Ahaaaaa very gooddd dayyy.....!@#@!!!
-thomas!
i woke up to the annoying sound little kids running up and down the stairs.
i layed in bed for what seemed like 4 hours. When i checked the clock it was only 9:30. danng
So i rolled out of bed and did the brushing and the showering and the blah blah.
after i ate a sandwich i got on the computer. till about 1:30-2ish
I WAS SO BORED. I WAS LITERALLY GOING CRAZY. AHAGASDGADSFGFSAD
I finally got rid of the boredom when i walked to the liu residence.
There i played pool. played some wii sports. ( jliu plays too much btw)
and watched jliu clean her pond in the backyard.
There were these wierd squiggly creatures in the filthy pond. It was quite gutwrenching.
After that watched kevin clean his room and jliu play some cs-wannabe game.
Then got owned in brawl by kevin, over... and over... and over.. :(
So then while i was getting owned, i got a call from kanow to join em up at the mall.
So theni ran home. Got some birthday money. and went to le mall.
once at the mall i joined up with ed, kanow, julie :), jess.
i got a braclet that says "peace" on it. Evidently i need peace in my life so they gave it to me.
Ed got strength. nicole got faith. chris got hope, and jess got love. me and ed mostly just stood around while they looked for "animal" outfits. AFter much pain and hurt. we got to eds house.
there we karaoked and watched youtube videos on the tv. showed kanow my dancing moves. and blah blah yada yada :) <3
Ahaaaaa very gooddd dayyy.....!@#@!!!
-thomas!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
oh, she make me go
lala :)
tooodaayyyyyyyyy
roll out of bed. brush teeth. eat food. go to school. eat more food. talk. laugh. eat more food. sleep. sleep. sleep. shhhhhhhhleeeeeeep.
Track meet.
i did bad.
ahh but i dont really care.
today was a fine day.
-thomas
tooodaayyyyyyyyy
roll out of bed. brush teeth. eat food. go to school. eat more food. talk. laugh. eat more food. sleep. sleep. sleep. shhhhhhhhleeeeeeep.
Track meet.
i did bad.
ahh but i dont really care.
today was a fine day.
-thomas
.
thanks eddieee (:
you know i'm here for you to,
even at 3 in the mornin', ima' phone call away.
i would write more but you know how much
i love you anyway. ahha love you bitch (:
soooo. yup
still blank on what to write.
but it'll comee sooner or later.
not completely good to go yet
but i'm gettin' there.
thanks tawnya, you really helped out (:
-kanow
you know i'm here for you to,
even at 3 in the mornin', ima' phone call away.
i would write more but you know how much
i love you anyway. ahha love you bitch (:
soooo. yup
still blank on what to write.
but it'll comee sooner or later.
not completely good to go yet
but i'm gettin' there.
thanks tawnya, you really helped out (:
-kanow
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
TRUONG itup: "friends are there for you even when they'd rather be somewhere else"
there's a lot i want to say, want to write out.
but i find myself blank right before i want to write it all out.
maybe another day.
so today was crappier than usual in the beginin'.
i guess it got better throughout the day.
went to eric's after track ended with adam, julie, and thomas.
it was pretty fuuun.
soo much homework now. i don't want to do it.
blaaaaah, feeel like shiet. head hurts. eyes tired.
"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us."- Helen Keller
-kanow
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
water polo banquet
was fun.
right after i finished track practice i went home right away because i was late. put on a black dress shirt with a pink tie. i didnt even shower because i was already running late, i ended up gettting there 45 mins late.
it was held at the diamond bar center. Very nice place btw, insane view.
caught up with some teammates, stuffed myself with some bombass chicken.
freakin brought my speedo for nothing lol. alex told me we were going to give the seniors a "farewell" present and also show how much we hated the speedo design by throwing them at the seniors when they went up.
The coaches gave out the certificates and i recieved my letter :D and a waterpolo ball thing to attach to our letterman jackets.
after some more mvp and hall of fame awards we ate cake and watched this slideshow coach kevin and dave made of our waterpolo season.
made me realise how fast time is moving :,[ bfor i know it ill be a senior.
-thomas
right after i finished track practice i went home right away because i was late. put on a black dress shirt with a pink tie. i didnt even shower because i was already running late, i ended up gettting there 45 mins late.
it was held at the diamond bar center. Very nice place btw, insane view.
caught up with some teammates, stuffed myself with some bombass chicken.
freakin brought my speedo for nothing lol. alex told me we were going to give the seniors a "farewell" present and also show how much we hated the speedo design by throwing them at the seniors when they went up.
The coaches gave out the certificates and i recieved my letter :D and a waterpolo ball thing to attach to our letterman jackets.
after some more mvp and hall of fame awards we ate cake and watched this slideshow coach kevin and dave made of our waterpolo season.
made me realise how fast time is moving :,[ bfor i know it ill be a senior.
-thomas
when i say..
When I say... "I am a Christian", I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, now I'm found."
When I Say... "I am a Christian", I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian", I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and need his strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian", I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian", I'm not claiming to be perfect, my flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian", I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches so I call upon his name.
When I say... "I am a Christian", I am not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner who received God's good grace, somehow.
james: word.
soo james sent me this today.
i'm not full on christian, just checkin' things out you know?
annd it's deep (:
thought i'd share it
-kanow
When I Say... "I am a Christian", I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian", I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and need his strength to carry on.
When I say... "I am a Christian", I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian", I'm not claiming to be perfect, my flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian", I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches so I call upon his name.
When I say... "I am a Christian", I am not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner who received God's good grace, somehow.
james: word.
soo james sent me this today.
i'm not full on christian, just checkin' things out you know?
annd it's deep (:
thought i'd share it
-kanow
Sunday, March 15, 2009
nightmare.
so the other night i couldn't sleep at all.
i just laid down tryin' to sleep, and after awhile i did.
i had just about the worst nightmare i could ever have.
it wasn't even one of those nightmares were a monster
was chasin' you or you died. it was worse then that.
it was like all my fears in one dream, and it felt so real.
it could happen too :/
but i talked to thomas about it, and he told me this
thomas: sometimes we gotta just live life knowing what we fear the most CAN happen
thomas: it really depends on the person
thomas: if they have the courage to face it
thomas: even if u can face it on ur own
thomas: just know that there are people that got ur back
thomas: and were here to aid even if u dont ask for it
so yeah. i love you thomas (:
but what if it does happen?
i don't think i have the courage to face it, not now at least.
-kanow
i just laid down tryin' to sleep, and after awhile i did.
i had just about the worst nightmare i could ever have.
it wasn't even one of those nightmares were a monster
was chasin' you or you died. it was worse then that.
it was like all my fears in one dream, and it felt so real.
it could happen too :/
but i talked to thomas about it, and he told me this
thomas: sometimes we gotta just live life knowing what we fear the most CAN happen
thomas: it really depends on the person
thomas: if they have the courage to face it
thomas: even if u can face it on ur own
thomas: just know that there are people that got ur back
thomas: and were here to aid even if u dont ask for it
so yeah. i love you thomas (:
but what if it does happen?
i don't think i have the courage to face it, not now at least.
-kanow
random@! part 2
things i dont like
- wet socks
- too many people
- forgetting my books at school when i have homework
- having sand in my hair
- waiting in long, crowded lines
- the crappy reception where i live
- deep, blue sea
- waking up to a cramp on my leg
- being forgotten
- heights
- attracting too much attention
- my chemistry teacher
- when i fail a test
- magikarp
- cats
- HANNAH MONTANA
- accidentally touching gum stuck to the bottom of a desk
- the dentist
- being replaced
- paying 10 dollars to watch a movie
- doing pushups
- chainletters
- when a fly lands on my food
- insects in general
- phonys
-thomas
random!@
25 things i like
- recieving hugs
- unexpected gifts
- handwritten letters
- clam chowder on a cold day
- when someone looks directly into my eyes and smiles
- people that are wierd in a funny way
- rooooooooooot beeeeeeeeeeer
- laying down and looking at the sky
- kickin it with friends
- making people laugh
- going to amusement parks
- vanilla icecream
- blasting music in the car and then not being the only one that dances
- people that are down-to-earth
- being acknowledged for random things
- tight feeling after working out
- friendly dogs
- sports: track
- having money in my wallet
- taking long walks
- deep, late-night phone conversations
- taking naps
- looking out the window on a rainy day
- movie nights
- playing pokemon on my gameboy
-thomas
Thursday, March 12, 2009
TRI-MEET
rowland vs bonita vs covina!
when other schools stretch and warmup together. they are so organized.
but then when you look at rowland... fail. hahaha we are so pathetic when it comes to team unity -.-.
hmmmm stats.
110hurdles=lol 4th place :(
long jump: i missed it, so 0 feet
triple jump: 35'8" ft
300 hurdles: 47secs 2nd place baby ^^.
varsity: 1st
girls varsity: 2nd
frosh/soph: 1st
aha. good day good day.
uhoh im doing things i shouldnt be doing.
I promised myself that i wouldn't fall into this again.
so tempting.
-thomas
when other schools stretch and warmup together. they are so organized.
but then when you look at rowland... fail. hahaha we are so pathetic when it comes to team unity -.-.
hmmmm stats.
110hurdles=lol 4th place :(
long jump: i missed it, so 0 feet
triple jump: 35'8" ft
300 hurdles: 47secs 2nd place baby ^^.
varsity: 1st
girls varsity: 2nd
frosh/soph: 1st
aha. good day good day.
uhoh im doing things i shouldnt be doing.
I promised myself that i wouldn't fall into this again.
so tempting.
-thomas
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
games
so today was watever.
i was in 6th and lyd played this gamee with me.
she told me to pick 2 guys, 2girls, and three songs.
the 1st guy is the one you love but can't have
the 2nd is the one you care about
1st girl is your bestfriend
2nd is the one you're jealous of
the 1st song is your relationship with the 1st guy
the 2nd is your relationship with the 2nd guy
and the last song describes your life
it was really accurate! :O
soo after school i watched the tennis gamee
went to detention with beast leee
it was kinda' fun actually
weell nothin' more to write,
hw timeee. nitees
-kanow
i was in 6th and lyd played this gamee with me.
she told me to pick 2 guys, 2girls, and three songs.
the 1st guy is the one you love but can't have
the 2nd is the one you care about
1st girl is your bestfriend
2nd is the one you're jealous of
the 1st song is your relationship with the 1st guy
the 2nd is your relationship with the 2nd guy
and the last song describes your life
it was really accurate! :O
soo after school i watched the tennis gamee
went to detention with beast leee
it was kinda' fun actually
weell nothin' more to write,
hw timeee. nitees
-kanow
horoscope : Aries
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
You are in a phase when your friends seem extremely supportive. Additionally, you are feeling good about them and want to help out any way you can. This is a perfect combination that can rev up the positive energy in any kind of relationship. Take conscious control of your fantasies and then observe how they improve what's happening in your life.
ive been looking at my horoscope alot lately everyday in chem class with cecelia's fone.
well im not the superstitious type but sometimes these things are very accurate. its quite scary sometimes.
-thomas
Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
You are in a phase when your friends seem extremely supportive. Additionally, you are feeling good about them and want to help out any way you can. This is a perfect combination that can rev up the positive energy in any kind of relationship. Take conscious control of your fantasies and then observe how they improve what's happening in your life.
ive been looking at my horoscope alot lately everyday in chem class with cecelia's fone.
well im not the superstitious type but sometimes these things are very accurate. its quite scary sometimes.
-thomas
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
reality check
so i was sittin' tryin' to do my hw for about
2 straight hours, and i couldn't. i just kept thinkin'
about EVERYTHING. from the past month to
today's shieet day.
so lemme start this out with today's events.
attempted to go out with ed to jack in the box,
chris, jess, kat and me sat inside the car and eric& adam
trucked it. guess what?
we got caught. ward's office. detention. regret.
then after track, this one dude took ed's car out for a drive
without ed knownin' and totaled the car. wow.
doublee hit for ed :[ first he takes the blow of tryin' to drive us
out at lunch, and now he has a messed up car.
but that's not all that's got meee.
i thought alot about how things went from that one weekend.
don't you just hate it when you're ahead of the race, then someone
dashes right by you and you end up trippin' along the way.
and that persons done with the race and you are still tryin' to finish up.
you have poeple helpin' you along the way, and someone even
gets on that track and runs right along with you.
i feel so selfish, and no matter what i do i can't get past it, i can't finish the race.
and if i can't finish the race, then the person runnin' with me won't either.
how selfish is that? very.
please don't feel obligated to yell from the finish line that you're here.
cus i know you're not. not anymore at least.
i'm tryin' my hardest, no doubt about that. but my hardest isn't good enough.
i miss old times, but those times are gonee. i needa' get use to
what i got myself into. not myself lately, i needa' get back to reality.
sooo this part goes out to two friends i love alot (:
it's a little late but dust that shoulder of and try again.
you tripped but you got a whole mess of people waitin' for you to get up.
no doubt we've all been through what you guys have been through recently.
it sucks to keep tryin', to do everything in your power, just to see that one special
person brush it off like it was nothin'. if that's the case, in my opinion, that person
doesn't deserve you then. soo walk away. be the stronger person. lovee you guys <3
i feel like i'm stuck in a game. and i'm losin' big time.
crap week. crap day.
hope it gets better :/ doubt it.
i don't have a quote for times like this
-kanow
2 straight hours, and i couldn't. i just kept thinkin'
about EVERYTHING. from the past month to
today's shieet day.
so lemme start this out with today's events.
attempted to go out with ed to jack in the box,
chris, jess, kat and me sat inside the car and eric& adam
trucked it. guess what?
we got caught. ward's office. detention. regret.
then after track, this one dude took ed's car out for a drive
without ed knownin' and totaled the car. wow.
doublee hit for ed :[ first he takes the blow of tryin' to drive us
out at lunch, and now he has a messed up car.
but that's not all that's got meee.
i thought alot about how things went from that one weekend.
don't you just hate it when you're ahead of the race, then someone
dashes right by you and you end up trippin' along the way.
and that persons done with the race and you are still tryin' to finish up.
you have poeple helpin' you along the way, and someone even
gets on that track and runs right along with you.
i feel so selfish, and no matter what i do i can't get past it, i can't finish the race.
and if i can't finish the race, then the person runnin' with me won't either.
how selfish is that? very.
please don't feel obligated to yell from the finish line that you're here.
cus i know you're not. not anymore at least.
i'm tryin' my hardest, no doubt about that. but my hardest isn't good enough.
i miss old times, but those times are gonee. i needa' get use to
what i got myself into. not myself lately, i needa' get back to reality.
sooo this part goes out to two friends i love alot (:
it's a little late but dust that shoulder of and try again.
you tripped but you got a whole mess of people waitin' for you to get up.
no doubt we've all been through what you guys have been through recently.
it sucks to keep tryin', to do everything in your power, just to see that one special
person brush it off like it was nothin'. if that's the case, in my opinion, that person
doesn't deserve you then. soo walk away. be the stronger person. lovee you guys <3
i feel like i'm stuck in a game. and i'm losin' big time.
crap week. crap day.
hope it gets better :/ doubt it.
i don't have a quote for times like this
-kanow
tues, 3-10-09
Baha so sore from track!
starting to get the hang of the hurdles! i can accually do it pretty well, im getting better :)
but it came with a price LOL
SORE: left calve CURAZY , little bit of right calve, lower back, back of the thigh (watever thats called), shoulderblades, groin, my butt, hips. sore as a mofo.
ahha!
but i shouldnt be one to complain lol.
some of my closest friends have been having a very bad day today, 3-10-09. grrr.
especcially mister choi :(
feel better
" When you know you've hit rock bottom, the only place left to go is up." - i forgot who said that
-thomas
starting to get the hang of the hurdles! i can accually do it pretty well, im getting better :)
but it came with a price LOL
SORE: left calve CURAZY , little bit of right calve, lower back, back of the thigh (watever thats called), shoulderblades, groin, my butt, hips. sore as a mofo.
ahha!
but i shouldnt be one to complain lol.
some of my closest friends have been having a very bad day today, 3-10-09. grrr.
especcially mister choi :(
feel better
" When you know you've hit rock bottom, the only place left to go is up." - i forgot who said that
-thomas
Monday, March 9, 2009
lay it on the table
this will be.
the last time ill ever bring this subject up.
just something i gotta let out and keep out.
I remember the first time i saw you :) o that shorty that was standing with all those freshman boys outside the pooldeck. ahhha what a cutie. Was too shy to attempt a direct confrontation.
So i asked you for your name from afar. mistake number 1. Your face said everything, it was awkward beyond belief. But it didnt really hit me, i was just happy to have your name :).
Ahhha had you all up in my thoughts for awhile. i just had to tell someone. mistake number 2.
Mustered up the courage to walk up to you at lunch on a rainy day. Shit, i was amess LOL i couldnt strike up a decent conversation, just simple questions. I knew i was messin up cause i was getting all red and hot on a rainy day, and again awkward hahah -.-x.
After a while it started to change, we got to know one another a little bit better. And it wasnt SOO awkward anymore. we got closer after couple of chats and conversations. Ahha felt like things were falling into place. we'd greet in the hallways. slow pace, but im a patient guy :).
Ooo valentines day.
I didnt really have a PLAN but i guess id just go for the traditional bear and flowers. i also wrote a card for you but i never learned what happened to that.. -.- Bought a $10 bear earlier in the week and arranged some hookups on the bouquet. cost about $40 in all i was pretty short on money. plus had some reservations set up for dinner and a late night movie the next day i guess woulda cost me 40 more bucks for the dinner and tickets. I was going to do something else but id rather not say :x.
honestly i was stoked thursday night :D i couldnt wait to see what she would do or say. i hadnt been this tripped up over a girl in a long while hehehe x].
Well on that friday it wasnt as i expected. Well i gathered the courage to tell her that she was special to me and it took ALOT of balls for me to say that one little statement AND I MENT IT TOO. She replys, " haha ok." GAHH. D: She got everything (flowers, balloons, teddybear, my confession and my card), but i had no idea what she was thinking. honestly. i felt pretty shitty, it was raining, and on top of that i didnt get a single "thankyou" or a hug or ANYTHING. wtf :(. she didnt even walk with me... well she made me a couple of cookies (or i think she made em.. )
At least i had something to chew on while i was fuckin depressed in mathclass.
Well at least i got that date tmrw night right? :D
unfortunately turned out, she called me saturday afternoon and told me she had to go to her cousins place or somthing... hooray.. it was valentines day.
After that it kinda turned downhill from there.
I guess i was still upset over being all disapointed last week i didnt wanna do shit. i wanted to give up, fuck it. i shouldve. mistake number 3.
i just hung in there, waiting, enduring. things were ok. Little bit of hope still alive dreaming that things would suddenly turn around and youd realise that you mean alot to me. It was kinda hard to do. i felt ignored alot, shed make no attempt at all somtimes to notice me. its as if she wished i was just out of the picture.
Shed just run off with my friend or something never me, i guess thats when the jealous side i never knew started kicking in. she never said "brb"or "im going to go over there" just turned around and left.
there were times good times. But i never really told her how i felt neglected and ignored. mistake number 4. i shouldve told her everthin but then why? its not like she felt that strongly about me.it was hard to tell how she felt bcuz she just treated me like "some other guy." she treated my frends more special than i, it felt as though i was nothing special to her.
Emotions mounted up and disapointments began to increase. its comin to an end but it was dying from the start.
now were just friends, yay.
ive done everythin i could all you had to do was reach out but you left me hangin.
im just going to drop it. i wont let it drag me down any further...
im throwin my cards onto the table.
bcuz im done playing this game
and im over you
-thomas
the last time ill ever bring this subject up.
just something i gotta let out and keep out.
I remember the first time i saw you :) o that shorty that was standing with all those freshman boys outside the pooldeck. ahhha what a cutie. Was too shy to attempt a direct confrontation.
So i asked you for your name from afar. mistake number 1. Your face said everything, it was awkward beyond belief. But it didnt really hit me, i was just happy to have your name :).
Ahhha had you all up in my thoughts for awhile. i just had to tell someone. mistake number 2.
Mustered up the courage to walk up to you at lunch on a rainy day. Shit, i was amess LOL i couldnt strike up a decent conversation, just simple questions. I knew i was messin up cause i was getting all red and hot on a rainy day, and again awkward hahah -.-x.
After a while it started to change, we got to know one another a little bit better. And it wasnt SOO awkward anymore. we got closer after couple of chats and conversations. Ahha felt like things were falling into place. we'd greet in the hallways. slow pace, but im a patient guy :).
Ooo valentines day.
I didnt really have a PLAN but i guess id just go for the traditional bear and flowers. i also wrote a card for you but i never learned what happened to that.. -.- Bought a $10 bear earlier in the week and arranged some hookups on the bouquet. cost about $40 in all i was pretty short on money. plus had some reservations set up for dinner and a late night movie the next day i guess woulda cost me 40 more bucks for the dinner and tickets. I was going to do something else but id rather not say :x.
honestly i was stoked thursday night :D i couldnt wait to see what she would do or say. i hadnt been this tripped up over a girl in a long while hehehe x].
Well on that friday it wasnt as i expected. Well i gathered the courage to tell her that she was special to me and it took ALOT of balls for me to say that one little statement AND I MENT IT TOO. She replys, " haha ok." GAHH. D: She got everything (flowers, balloons, teddybear, my confession and my card), but i had no idea what she was thinking. honestly. i felt pretty shitty, it was raining, and on top of that i didnt get a single "thankyou" or a hug or ANYTHING. wtf :(. she didnt even walk with me... well she made me a couple of cookies (or i think she made em.. )
At least i had something to chew on while i was fuckin depressed in mathclass.
Well at least i got that date tmrw night right? :D
unfortunately turned out, she called me saturday afternoon and told me she had to go to her cousins place or somthing... hooray.. it was valentines day.
After that it kinda turned downhill from there.
I guess i was still upset over being all disapointed last week i didnt wanna do shit. i wanted to give up, fuck it. i shouldve. mistake number 3.
i just hung in there, waiting, enduring. things were ok. Little bit of hope still alive dreaming that things would suddenly turn around and youd realise that you mean alot to me. It was kinda hard to do. i felt ignored alot, shed make no attempt at all somtimes to notice me. its as if she wished i was just out of the picture.
Shed just run off with my friend or something never me, i guess thats when the jealous side i never knew started kicking in. she never said "brb"or "im going to go over there" just turned around and left.
there were times good times. But i never really told her how i felt neglected and ignored. mistake number 4. i shouldve told her everthin but then why? its not like she felt that strongly about me.it was hard to tell how she felt bcuz she just treated me like "some other guy." she treated my frends more special than i, it felt as though i was nothing special to her.
Emotions mounted up and disapointments began to increase. its comin to an end but it was dying from the start.
now were just friends, yay.
ive done everythin i could all you had to do was reach out but you left me hangin.
im just going to drop it. i wont let it drag me down any further...
im throwin my cards onto the table.
bcuz im done playing this game
and im over you
-thomas
Sunday, March 8, 2009
impossible
it didn't bother me at first,
but it slowly started too.
just when i thought there was room to breath,
i feel suffocated again.
maybe it's impossible, so i should stop forcin' it.
maybe it's best to let go of what i can't change.
or maybe it's just me makin' it complicated again.
i don't know what to do, so i'm just ganna' watch now.
hopefully things turn out the way i wanted it,
it might not, but i'll be prepared, i think.
you regret things you wish never happened,
but i don't regret.
-kanow
but it slowly started too.
just when i thought there was room to breath,
i feel suffocated again.
maybe it's impossible, so i should stop forcin' it.
maybe it's best to let go of what i can't change.
or maybe it's just me makin' it complicated again.
i don't know what to do, so i'm just ganna' watch now.
hopefully things turn out the way i wanted it,
it might not, but i'll be prepared, i think.
you regret things you wish never happened,
but i don't regret.
-kanow
FULL SONICS EXPERIENCE, BIT@H!
i have a freakin sweet tooth :D*
went to the market and boought so much sweet stuff im going to get diabetes. !! ! ! !
SO today church: "is jesus your primary goal in life?"
Church seemed deader than the usual today. Its kinda depressing :(
after church got picked up by brandon, james, and ryan.
We drove all the way to La Habra to go to eat at Sonics.
dangg, drove all the way there because apparently ryan saw a Sonics tv commercial and wanted "the Full Sonic Experience." LMFAO
After couple of wrong turns and near death incidents we made it there in one piece.
At first it looked pretty awesome bcuz it was a drive in diner, like the ones you see in the OLD movies or the Flintsones. The ones where u order in your car and eat in your car. So we order some food and it comes in these nasty, greasy ass bags. yuck. (btw everyone except ryan was broke. so he ended up buying everyone.)
So after we eat our Sonic food. We conclude "the Full Sonics Experience," by ordering dessert.
SONICS SERVICE SUCKS THE WAITRESS DOESNT ANSSWER AFTER WE PRESS THE "ORDER NOW" BUTTON 20x.
Me and brandon order a vanilla cone. and ryan orders this crazy looking candy sundae.
Ends up, the candy sundae is a puny sonuvabitch, its about the size of my chocolate2 phone.
LOLOL
yeah so lesson learned today: sonics sucks
-thomas
went to the market and boought so much sweet stuff im going to get diabetes. !! ! ! !
SO today church: "is jesus your primary goal in life?"
Church seemed deader than the usual today. Its kinda depressing :(
after church got picked up by brandon, james, and ryan.
We drove all the way to La Habra to go to eat at Sonics.
dangg, drove all the way there because apparently ryan saw a Sonics tv commercial and wanted "the Full Sonic Experience." LMFAO
After couple of wrong turns and near death incidents we made it there in one piece.
At first it looked pretty awesome bcuz it was a drive in diner, like the ones you see in the OLD movies or the Flintsones. The ones where u order in your car and eat in your car. So we order some food and it comes in these nasty, greasy ass bags. yuck. (btw everyone except ryan was broke. so he ended up buying everyone.)
So after we eat our Sonic food. We conclude "the Full Sonics Experience," by ordering dessert.
SONICS SERVICE SUCKS THE WAITRESS DOESNT ANSSWER AFTER WE PRESS THE "ORDER NOW" BUTTON 20x.
Me and brandon order a vanilla cone. and ryan orders this crazy looking candy sundae.
Ends up, the candy sundae is a puny sonuvabitch, its about the size of my chocolate2 phone.
LOLOL
yeah so lesson learned today: sonics sucks
-thomas
weekend
this weekend was one of those watever weekends.
saturday was pretty fun though, played tennis with
tim, jess, josh, and andy watched. we played a doubles match,
me&tim, josh&jess. sooo TIM FREAKIN' SUCKED the first few matches(:
ehhehe but then we had an "epic come back" LOL. then all of a sudden
my mom called and grounded me -.- booooooo :[
soo today i had lessons at 12 and i was really excited.
but when i got on the court and played, it wasn't very fun.
i really sucked too :[ my coach was like " what the! "
soo hopefully i get my passion for tennis back (: hehe
ANYWAYS. i was readin' thomas's post and i gotta' say
hang in there (: heres somethin' you told me when i told you
to be a trooper. " even the most courageous of soldiers lose their
sanity when fighting in the same war for too long " so yeah, truee.
they do lose their sanity, but they gain it back with the help of
those who really care about them. and yeah, everything WILL be fine.
trust. to me, the side you're on right now is shinin' pretty bright.
so i'm here if you need a shoulder to lean on, or a hand to help you up.
loveee you thomASS! hehe <3
" it's the simple things in life we forget. "
-kanow
saturday was pretty fun though, played tennis with
tim, jess, josh, and andy watched. we played a doubles match,
me&tim, josh&jess. sooo TIM FREAKIN' SUCKED the first few matches(:
ehhehe but then we had an "epic come back" LOL. then all of a sudden
my mom called and grounded me -.- booooooo :[
soo today i had lessons at 12 and i was really excited.
but when i got on the court and played, it wasn't very fun.
i really sucked too :[ my coach was like " what the! "
soo hopefully i get my passion for tennis back (: hehe
ANYWAYS. i was readin' thomas's post and i gotta' say
hang in there (: heres somethin' you told me when i told you
to be a trooper. " even the most courageous of soldiers lose their
sanity when fighting in the same war for too long " so yeah, truee.
they do lose their sanity, but they gain it back with the help of
those who really care about them. and yeah, everything WILL be fine.
trust. to me, the side you're on right now is shinin' pretty bright.
so i'm here if you need a shoulder to lean on, or a hand to help you up.
loveee you thomASS! hehe <3
" it's the simple things in life we forget. "
-kanow
Saturday, March 7, 2009
untitled
well i got this encouragement thing from hannah. I thought it was really corny, but still i appreciate :D. still corny
have positive thoughts and always 'hang in there.' Difficulties arise in the lives of us all, but
what is most important is dealing with the hard times, coping with the changes. and getting through to the other side where the sun is shining just for you.
it takes a strong person to deal with tough times and difficult choices.
But you are a strong person.
it takes courage
but you have the inner courage to see it through.
it takes being an active participant in your life.
but you are in the drivers seat.
and you can determine the direction you want tomorrow to go.
hang in there...
and take care to see that you dont lose sight of the one thing that is constant.
beautiful, and true:
Everything will be fine-
so beginning today dont be afraid to allow the sun that is shining
just for you.
lately, i've lost a lot and gained little.
i think... its time to change some things.
-thomas
have positive thoughts and always 'hang in there.' Difficulties arise in the lives of us all, but
what is most important is dealing with the hard times, coping with the changes. and getting through to the other side where the sun is shining just for you.
it takes a strong person to deal with tough times and difficult choices.
But you are a strong person.
it takes courage
but you have the inner courage to see it through.
it takes being an active participant in your life.
but you are in the drivers seat.
and you can determine the direction you want tomorrow to go.
hang in there...
and take care to see that you dont lose sight of the one thing that is constant.
beautiful, and true:
Everything will be fine-
so beginning today dont be afraid to allow the sun that is shining
just for you.
lately, i've lost a lot and gained little.
i think... its time to change some things.
-thomas
Friday, March 6, 2009
blloop
AHHH day
found out i have really crappy grades in almost all of my classes. ugh.
Today went by suprisingly fast. i was sitting in history class and was utterly shocked when i saw that it was already time to go.
yeah well after track practice we had to sit around in the cold waiting for edward to come back. i just sat shotgun while Chandler drove some laps around the parking lot.
when edward came back we went to adams house. once there i played a round of halo with royce and chris and then went outside.
Talked awhile about life and future occupations with kanow. BUSH ON FIRE hahaha. and then played some knock out on adam's drive way. then 3 v3 game adam, me, danny vs royce, chris, and theo. we got owned. It was hard to play bcuz it was dark AHEM*
and so we went inside the house later and i ate some BOMB fish tacos. OMGG ate 4 it was good. then played some xbox. It was very.... frustrating. omgg ive gotten terrrible at halo :[.
All that losing made me mad/tired so i layed down while they played halo. as i was falling asleep adam's baby cousin comes with toybox and we end up building a t-rex RAWWWR. Then we had story time about curious george and then we played with toycars and transformers. :)
O and i had a fortune cookie : " You are your own unique style." Is that even a fortune?
w/e from what i realized today, if i were a fortune cookie i would say:
true friends dont hang around you just because you can crack a joke once in a while.
-thomas
found out i have really crappy grades in almost all of my classes. ugh.
Today went by suprisingly fast. i was sitting in history class and was utterly shocked when i saw that it was already time to go.
yeah well after track practice we had to sit around in the cold waiting for edward to come back. i just sat shotgun while Chandler drove some laps around the parking lot.
when edward came back we went to adams house. once there i played a round of halo with royce and chris and then went outside.
Talked awhile about life and future occupations with kanow. BUSH ON FIRE hahaha. and then played some knock out on adam's drive way. then 3 v3 game adam, me, danny vs royce, chris, and theo. we got owned. It was hard to play bcuz it was dark AHEM*
and so we went inside the house later and i ate some BOMB fish tacos. OMGG ate 4 it was good. then played some xbox. It was very.... frustrating. omgg ive gotten terrrible at halo :[.
All that losing made me mad/tired so i layed down while they played halo. as i was falling asleep adam's baby cousin comes with toybox and we end up building a t-rex RAWWWR. Then we had story time about curious george and then we played with toycars and transformers. :)
O and i had a fortune cookie : " You are your own unique style." Is that even a fortune?
w/e from what i realized today, if i were a fortune cookie i would say:
true friends dont hang around you just because you can crack a joke once in a while.
-thomas
Thursday, March 5, 2009
all good in the neighborhood!
mhm. wheree to begin.
i woke up early to make the fags breakfast for their meet today!
tireeed as hell when i got to school, classes went by hella' fast.
went to the track meet with julie and jess! we watched all the
homos competeeee (: super fun. hahaha. me and jen walked
around durin' the last event havin' this seroius talk. haha
made me rethink alot. hahaha lovee you jen (: hate your brother -.- after we all
hung out for a bit then adam, jess, eric, jliu, kliu -.-, david, danny, ed
thomas(:, julie, phillip went to souplantation to eat! ;D
it was not fun -.- KLIU AND ADAM freakin' bullied me the whole time!
and this DAVID guy joined them -.- those hoeees :[
danny and ed were freakin' high. laughin' like crazy!
then around 830 we went out and took some pictureees.
it was all good, kliu took half home and ed took danny, me, julie, and jess
ed and danny drove around for like 5min while us three chased the car -.-
got home late :[ oh well. heeella' fun day.
should be doin' hw. soo goodnight! (:
i woke up early to make the fags breakfast for their meet today!
tireeed as hell when i got to school, classes went by hella' fast.
went to the track meet with julie and jess! we watched all the
homos competeeee (: super fun. hahaha. me and jen walked
around durin' the last event havin' this seroius talk. haha
made me rethink alot. hahaha lovee you jen (: hate your brother -.- after we all
hung out for a bit then adam, jess, eric, jliu, kliu -.-, david, danny, ed
thomas(:, julie, phillip went to souplantation to eat! ;D
it was not fun -.- KLIU AND ADAM freakin' bullied me the whole time!
and this DAVID guy joined them -.- those hoeees :[
danny and ed were freakin' high. laughin' like crazy!
then around 830 we went out and took some pictureees.
it was all good, kliu took half home and ed took danny, me, julie, and jess
ed and danny drove around for like 5min while us three chased the car -.-
got home late :[ oh well. heeella' fun day.
should be doin' hw. soo goodnight! (:
hurdling through life
yup today was a pretty aiteee day.
my mind was pretty occupied the whole day until lunch. thinking about stuff. Good thing its cleared up now. Suddenly i dont feel weighted down anymore. Just those few words...that reassurance made me feel secure and on the right path. Honestly, thats all it takes to make me happy, just be real with me and let me know when theres something you have to say. Thanks :) <3
yeahh sooo
Track haha i did OK for my first meet this year.
long jump: eh needs work
triple jump: gettin better
hurdles: PAIN & HURT the 300 was the longest race of my life D:
after the track meet we ( eric, julie, adam, liusers, luusers, kanow, jess, danny, and ed) went to souplantation. There we ate soups, pastas, salads, ICECREAM YUM :].
Seriously time flew all i remember was eating icecream, danny and edward high off of something, and passing around the fone to talk with christina aahaha.
my only worries: doing well in school and improving in track.
the end.
-thomas
my mind was pretty occupied the whole day until lunch. thinking about stuff. Good thing its cleared up now. Suddenly i dont feel weighted down anymore. Just those few words...that reassurance made me feel secure and on the right path. Honestly, thats all it takes to make me happy, just be real with me and let me know when theres something you have to say. Thanks :) <3
yeahh sooo
Track haha i did OK for my first meet this year.
long jump: eh needs work
triple jump: gettin better
hurdles: PAIN & HURT the 300 was the longest race of my life D:
after the track meet we ( eric, julie, adam, liusers, luusers, kanow, jess, danny, and ed) went to souplantation. There we ate soups, pastas, salads, ICECREAM YUM :].
Seriously time flew all i remember was eating icecream, danny and edward high off of something, and passing around the fone to talk with christina aahaha.
my only worries: doing well in school and improving in track.
the end.
-thomas
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
mhm
i totally missed the tennis game today.
it was faaail :[ i was lookin' forward to it all day.
AND my tennis lessons were canceled. booooo :[
BUUUUUT after track today me, thomas, julie, ed, and jess
went out to eaat and we ended up at biglots
jess had to leave so the rest of us grabbed a whole mess
of food and ate it in the bathroom. LOL
ALL ED'S IDEA. what a bad boy. hehhehe!
this homo. -.-
it was faaail :[ i was lookin' forward to it all day.
AND my tennis lessons were canceled. booooo :[
BUUUUUT after track today me, thomas, julie, ed, and jess
went out to eaat and we ended up at biglots
jess had to leave so the rest of us grabbed a whole mess
of food and ate it in the bathroom. LOL
ALL ED'S IDEA. what a bad boy. hehhehe!
this homo. -.-
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
3-3-09
today is the national square root day. 3-3-09 .. 3 squared is 9 haha
yeah typical tuesday:
class.
friends.
lunch detention.
track.
worried about my grades :( been slacking off soo much this quarter. gotta get the grades >:)
well in track we got what events we were doing today. i told luna i wanted to be in all the jumps like last year. But THEN he comes later on and tells me he wants me to do the hurdles this year.
GAH so jumps and hurdles.. this should be great.
goodbye legs.
-thomas
yeah typical tuesday:
class.
friends.
lunch detention.
track.
worried about my grades :( been slacking off soo much this quarter. gotta get the grades >:)
well in track we got what events we were doing today. i told luna i wanted to be in all the jumps like last year. But THEN he comes later on and tells me he wants me to do the hurdles this year.
GAH so jumps and hurdles.. this should be great.
goodbye legs.
-thomas
Monday, March 2, 2009
bad to good
today was shorten day :)
but it was still hell D:
especially in history class, didnt turn in my hw and had a quiz on ch31-32.. ugh i was praying in class hoping that the answers i guessed would be right... but i ended up 10/22 on the quiz :/
no one to blame but myself -____-
well anyways fastforward BLOOPOPOPODFKASDO to 12 o clock, after school
Well, ed was going to drive home to drop janice and tawnya off so we had nothing to do at the moment so we (jess, kanow, Kliu, and tengs) decide to go to rite-aid.
Once there i pick up some icecream and then it happens.
there i was standing on aisle 3 eating my icecream so innocently until the girls start going on this rant about how they always make stuff for the guys but the guys never make stuff for the girls. LOLOL it was quite funny in a way :) i hope jess doesnt read this
track. hahah did some triple jumpin stuff. Katherine...er i mean granny.. imean princess DUHR and i talked about how im a ditcher bcuz i got a class cut! and lunch detention tmrw.
after triple jump run thrus, kat started doing these wierd high five things. When she asked for a high5 she yelled TURKEY, or DOLPHIN or BABOON or something totally random.
what a wierdo :)
after track i had to pick up my jersey cuz i missed it on sunday ugh -.-
Hahahaha goodnight.
-thomas
but it was still hell D:
especially in history class, didnt turn in my hw and had a quiz on ch31-32.. ugh i was praying in class hoping that the answers i guessed would be right... but i ended up 10/22 on the quiz :/
no one to blame but myself -____-
well anyways fastforward BLOOPOPOPODFKASDO to 12 o clock, after school
Well, ed was going to drive home to drop janice and tawnya off so we had nothing to do at the moment so we (jess, kanow, Kliu, and tengs) decide to go to rite-aid.
Once there i pick up some icecream and then it happens.
there i was standing on aisle 3 eating my icecream so innocently until the girls start going on this rant about how they always make stuff for the guys but the guys never make stuff for the girls. LOLOL it was quite funny in a way :) i hope jess doesnt read this
track. hahah did some triple jumpin stuff. Katherine...er i mean granny.. imean princess DUHR and i talked about how im a ditcher bcuz i got a class cut! and lunch detention tmrw.
after triple jump run thrus, kat started doing these wierd high five things. When she asked for a high5 she yelled TURKEY, or DOLPHIN or BABOON or something totally random.
what a wierdo :)
after track i had to pick up my jersey cuz i missed it on sunday ugh -.-
Hahahaha goodnight.
-thomas
mistakes
today i realized a lot of things.
cleared up a lot of things.
other people make a big impact on the choices you make,
and sometimes they drift you into the wrong direction.
buildin' things up just to watch it fall sucks,
but we're all used to it by now.
i feel like i'm back on my own two,
and i'm not ganna' lean on people as much anymore.
feels good to have really great friends,
ended on a good note (: thanks for everything lamesauce.
" Sometimes, good things fall apart so better things can fall together"
-kanow
cleared up a lot of things.
other people make a big impact on the choices you make,
and sometimes they drift you into the wrong direction.
buildin' things up just to watch it fall sucks,
but we're all used to it by now.
i feel like i'm back on my own two,
and i'm not ganna' lean on people as much anymore.
feels good to have really great friends,
ended on a good note (: thanks for everything lamesauce.
" Sometimes, good things fall apart so better things can fall together"
-kanow
Sunday, March 1, 2009
chasin' pavements
i woke up this mornin' really excited,
but i ended up bein' disappointed.
oh well, ended up kickin' it with the usual (:
ed's house, carnival, mall, pathfinder. gotta' love that.
beeen gettin' caught up in everyday life struggles.
i'm not sure what i'm doin' at the moment,
but i hope i make the right choices.
" The right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing "
-kanow
but i ended up bein' disappointed.
oh well, ended up kickin' it with the usual (:
ed's house, carnival, mall, pathfinder. gotta' love that.
beeen gettin' caught up in everyday life struggles.
i'm not sure what i'm doin' at the moment,
but i hope i make the right choices.
" The right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing "
-kanow
today
today was pretty fun haha
so went to church at around 11ish. Learned about how He is the ultimate peacemaker and how we should aspire do as he does, and talked about situations when we were in conflict and stuff like that.
Then met up with B.Ho, james, and ryan. We took a while to decide where to eat because we were looking through a bunch of coupons we could use. CHEAP ASS ASIANS!! haha so we finally decided on DelTACo.
After chillin at ho's pad for a while, edward and janice picked me up to go to their place. There i met up with julie, grace, kanow, jess, and chris and ate some fattening food and watched pokemon. Squirtle kicked ass :). LOL at around 6 we went to the carnival that was in town!
it was kinda disapointing cuz everything costed alot and we were limited in money. We ended up just riding the spinny twisty thing.
The spinny twisty thing also happened to be a ride i REALLY hated when i was younger, so it was kinda like facing my fear. Well Kanow sat out of it cuz of her asthma thing and my riding partner was julie. It was really nerve wrecking at first but we got used to it after a while :) hehe.
After that we were basically out of money so we went into the mall at 8ish and fooled around like idiots, ate icecream, laughed at ed and phillip, same old same old.
So then we still had time before the chois had to turn in so we decided to go to pathfinder park :o. there we played this game called "sardines" (if that is how u spell it.) >.>
It was pretty creepy cuz it was really dark and the objective of the game was to find one person, and if u found them u were suppose to hide with them so that in the end there would be just one person wandering around. Well i stuck with nicole and julie and we just layed on the baseball field bleachers and watched the others run all over the place. hahahaha .
Yeah hahah pretty good day overall
good laughs
good people
take care of some hw, will be up for a while :[ ARGH im already tired from today
damn you procrastination!!
-thomas
so went to church at around 11ish. Learned about how He is the ultimate peacemaker and how we should aspire do as he does, and talked about situations when we were in conflict and stuff like that.
Then met up with B.Ho, james, and ryan. We took a while to decide where to eat because we were looking through a bunch of coupons we could use. CHEAP ASS ASIANS!! haha so we finally decided on DelTACo.
After chillin at ho's pad for a while, edward and janice picked me up to go to their place. There i met up with julie, grace, kanow, jess, and chris and ate some fattening food and watched pokemon. Squirtle kicked ass :). LOL at around 6 we went to the carnival that was in town!
it was kinda disapointing cuz everything costed alot and we were limited in money. We ended up just riding the spinny twisty thing.
The spinny twisty thing also happened to be a ride i REALLY hated when i was younger, so it was kinda like facing my fear. Well Kanow sat out of it cuz of her asthma thing and my riding partner was julie. It was really nerve wrecking at first but we got used to it after a while :) hehe.
After that we were basically out of money so we went into the mall at 8ish and fooled around like idiots, ate icecream, laughed at ed and phillip, same old same old.
So then we still had time before the chois had to turn in so we decided to go to pathfinder park :o. there we played this game called "sardines" (if that is how u spell it.) >.>
It was pretty creepy cuz it was really dark and the objective of the game was to find one person, and if u found them u were suppose to hide with them so that in the end there would be just one person wandering around. Well i stuck with nicole and julie and we just layed on the baseball field bleachers and watched the others run all over the place. hahahaha .
Yeah hahah pretty good day overall
good laughs
good people
take care of some hw, will be up for a while :[ ARGH im already tired from today
damn you procrastination!!
-thomas
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