nap

wow such a long nap, ill probably be awake pretty late tonight.

Well...
im sure ive gone past the point of no return. i remember when we were just close friends, things were all good in the neighborhood, we never had second thoughts. we would joke around and none of us ever took it seriously, everything ended up with a good laugh. But ever since that ended and we became more then that, i have to say it was pretty cool. It felt like it was ment to be, we were already close friends and nothing would ever come between us because we already have such a strong bond. Now i realise its not like that. A fear, that i could lose you, totally killed it. My attempts to become a better man to you than a friend, was accually killing it.
whatever's coming, whether it be good or bad. i think im ready for it.

-thomas