nightmare.

so the other night i couldn't sleep at all.
i just laid down tryin' to sleep, and after awhile i did.
i had just about the worst nightmare i could ever have.
it wasn't even one of those nightmares were a monster
was chasin' you or you died. it was worse then that.
it was like all my fears in one dream, and it felt so real.
it could happen too :/
but i talked to thomas about it, and he told me this
thomas: sometimes we gotta just live life knowing what we fear the most CAN happen
thomas: it really depends on the person
thomas: if they have the courage to face it
thomas: even if u can face it on ur own
thomas: just know that there are people that got ur back
thomas: and were here to aid even if u dont ask for it
so yeah. i love you thomas (:

but what if it does happen?
i don't think i have the courage to face it, not now at least.


-kanow