Monday, March 23, 2009

KOREA vs JAPAN

WATCHIN THE BASEBALL GAME KOREA VS JAPAN.
WHOAAA KOREA JUST STRUCK A HOME RUN.
WATCH OUT JAPS!

woohoo ^^.
today was an awesome day. 1st period i was crackin up on the inside about my chem teachers unending stupidity. He sent people who had an absence weeks ago up all at once and the office workers got mad at him LOL. 2nd period ehhh same o same o and i got a gift from sharon LOL, two packs of gummy bears and a card! THANK YOU SHARON SHIn. 3rd period we watched the bombing scene in Pearl Harbor, where the JAPS bombed Hawaii out of nowhere like WUSSYS :). 4th period aha some korean worksheet, talk to julie :), do nothing haha. 5th, DAMN FREAKIN BORING SERIOUSLY, we just read and listened to the teacher talk.

OK 6th period. i was pretty suprised. there i was sitting in my seat at the back of the classroom, zoning out. then suddenly i see the door open, then its....PHILLIP?? LOL. i was pretty suprised kinda haha no ones ever done this for me bfor. phil, kanow,jess, julie came to my classroom with a cool card and bunch of brownies and cupcakes, yumm :). AND A NEW BACKPACK , JUST WHAT I WANTED.
THANKS GUYS i will treasure the card foooooooooooreeeeeeveeeeeeerrr

And thennn i went to track practice. We got in trouble for being late alla the time. ran 300 hurdles. pretty tiring. dull track practice.

all she does is try to come closer, she asks a simple question like, "how was your day." but i completely shut her out. Shes my mother and all, but she doesnt know me at all because i never let her come any closer. Maybe thats why we always argue, she once asked me how i felt but i just kept silent, i didnt want anything to do with her anymore. She even added a "please, tell me how you feel." when it comes to her im never able to swallow my pride, thats a major flaw i have. it completely killed me when my mom started crying in front of me because i was so distant from her now. so much guilt. I tell her i just wish i was out of the house, how i would give anything to have somwher to go when i run away. But honestly the only reason i would want to leave the house is because i cant take the weight of the guilt anymore.

-thomas

p.s freakin adam " happy birthday fucker." my mom freaked when he read that on my card.lol

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