stressed,

so today i was readin' some of my old post,
just to see how i was a month ago,
and i see a comment a friend gavee me awhile back.
wow, i gotta' say, it makes me feel confident&stronger (:
thanks <3 and yes, i want a big warm huuug!

stressed about grades, elections, and a few friends.
well, i want you to know i don't hate you, i never did.
my blog the other day was mean,
but i was just bloggin' out all my feelings.
hope everything gets patched over
, pressin' delete on this.

SO UH. haven't talked to you in awhile.
i gotta' say i miss you likee heck.
thanks for tryin' to hang in there with me all this time.
i always payed attention to my troubles, i forgot about yours.
it kills me to see you wearin' that indifferent attitude toward everything.
lifeees to short, so get on with it. you've closed yourself off to everyone,
and i understand. i'm not ganna' tell you to keep your head up,
cus that's hard and stupid.
ima' just say i'll be your safety net.
even though we go to different schools now,
your still one of my bestfriends i really care about.
just wanted to let you know, i'm still here anytimeeee.

"i'm in desperate need of changeee."

-kanow